hi bros and sis!
recently i have rejoined this online community in the hope of building up that mutual support, as desired by Jesus Christ.
so in short, my parents have, finally, got divorced. it is REALLY a long story but the main point is our family have endured a roughly 11 year financial instability and verbal violence. ever since i was in junior high, the biggest driving force for my doing well academically is because i want to be financially independent, LEAVE and start a new page with mom. well, it's not like dad has ever physically harm me n mum, but it's not unlikely to happen when sb loses control of tempers and uses all kinds of harmful words to deny our relationship.
it may seem shocking to you but i am actually the one who encourage my mum to get divorced.
but guess what? now i feel contradicted. yes i once felt relieved when mum n i moved out. but i realize i still need to be healed.
and i still wonder, what does He want to do with my life?
thanks for reading such a long thread btw
recently i have rejoined this online community in the hope of building up that mutual support, as desired by Jesus Christ.
so in short, my parents have, finally, got divorced. it is REALLY a long story but the main point is our family have endured a roughly 11 year financial instability and verbal violence. ever since i was in junior high, the biggest driving force for my doing well academically is because i want to be financially independent, LEAVE and start a new page with mom. well, it's not like dad has ever physically harm me n mum, but it's not unlikely to happen when sb loses control of tempers and uses all kinds of harmful words to deny our relationship.
it may seem shocking to you but i am actually the one who encourage my mum to get divorced.
but guess what? now i feel contradicted. yes i once felt relieved when mum n i moved out. but i realize i still need to be healed.
and i still wonder, what does He want to do with my life?