4 chapters per day, and you'll have read your Bible through in one year! This would only take you less than 15 minutes per day. Just think how much you read on here? Read Scripture too, and have an open mind.
I think it is good that after 53 years you again desire to do so. One thing, please remain teachable, and correctible; 2 Timothy 3:16-17, 2 Timothy 4:1-5. Please read the passages and accept them.
Do not take this as harsh, please consider what I say:
First, you have attempted to do away with all criticism from others by asking for no one to use criticism. Sister, such is not healthy! You must accept this. Please understand. We must all accept criticism.
Criticism is good, not bad, and critical thinking is good, not bad.
Don't put so much weight on the teachings of your sect which appears to be law keeping in focus (or something) a sect that only ministers to its members, none outside may view teachings online unless members (according to you and what you said to me).
Please dear sister, think that through! If they are preaching the true Gospel, then why does this need to be so secretive, and hidden away from non members? It is apparent to me as to why. I pray God to open your eyes to this, dear sister! Yes, I am concerned and it is a valid concern! Note Paul's prayer in Ephesians 1:15ff. I want this to come true with you.
Sister, you cannot have and hold to 2 Timothy 2:15 (read it and understand it and how important this is) until you've grasped and read the balance of Scripture, time and again. Think about this: You are secluded to a sect that does not want its teachings exposed to others outside, again, you've told me this, that no one can view their teachings unless they are members. Tell me of any true Christian group that does not want its true teachings out in the open. Some who do this secret thing are JW's, Mormons, Hebrew Roots, Black Hebrew Israelites, some Christadelphians and others. No orthodox true Gospel preaching church has ever hidden their teachings to only its members. Think about that. We are to proclaim our teachings to all unashamedly and without secrecy! The Gospel ministry is not a covert operation!
Also, please accept and listen to what others outside your group share with you that may and will go against your doctrine. Angela53510, Laish, dcontroversal, SovereignGrace, Iconoclast, Depleted, phil36, sparkman, TruthTalk, eternally_gratefull, Grandpa, trofimus, BillG and some others here can help you understand and learn.
Sister, I am saying this in love. And please do read your Bible. Drop what you are doing, read 4 chapters per day.
Here is what I do: I put a bookmark in Genesis, then one in Psalms, then another one in Matthew. I read a little of Genesis, then some of Psalms, then some Matthew and move each bookmark along as I read. When my bookmark in Genesis ends up in Psalms, and when the one in Psalms ends up in Matthew, and the one in Matthew ends up at the end of Revelation you'll have read through the Bible! Then repeat it, do it again. Also, you can add ribbons to your Bible to do this, for a total of 3 ribbons.
And yes, I have read the Bible many times through, and still do now, twice per year at least. I only say this because you have asked.
Please dear sister, consider and do what I am pleading with you here on. It is out of love and concern, and it is a valid concern!