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PeaceAF
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HELLO ALL,
I AM VERY SAD AND DEPRESSED, I PRAY GOD HAS AN AMAZING PLAN FOR ME BEYOND WHAT I AM GOING THROUGH NOW. I CRY OR TRY NOT TO CRY EVERYDAY. I AM RECENTLY WITH A MAN THAT I HAVE BEEN WITH FOR 7 YEARS. WE HAVE HAVE OUR UPS AND OUR DOWNS BUT WHEN IM NOT AROUND HIM, IM NOT SURE WHAT KIND OF A PERSON HE IS. I FEEL LIKE SOMETIMES HE TRIED TO BE GOOD TO ME BUT THEN ISNT.
I WISH I DID NOT HAVE MOMENTS WHERE I FELT LIKE THIS BUT I DO. AND SOMETIMES THESE FEELING OF INSECURITY DISAPPEARED BUT THEY ARE SO MUCH ALIVE IN MY RELATIONSHIP
I HAVE MOMENTS WHERE I THINK I KNOW HIM SO WELL, BUT THEN I HAVE TIMES WHERE I DONT KNOW WHO HE REALLY IS. ITS BEEN 7 YEARS AND I FEEL ...LIKE I HAVE NEVER LOVED SOMEONE LIKE THIS SO MUCH
BUT THEN AGAIN I DONT KNOW THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN LOVE AND ADDICTION
I DONT KNOW IF I AM SUPPOSE TO FEEL LIKE THIS
YES HE HAS DONE BAD IN THE PAST.
AND THIS IS AFFECTING ME NOW BUT I HAVE FORGIVEN. IM NOT WORRIED ABOUT WHAT HAPPEN THEN, IM SCARED THAT IT MIGHT HAPPEN AGAIN. PLEASE HELP