139. Sadness From Love
7/12/12 Thurs 10;43pm - 11;47pm
Living in tremendous love I have everlasting sadness,
Hearing messages making me overwhelmed,
Yet, I'm far from pain and madness,
So many people ask; "Why are you sad all the time while saved from Hell?"
You never left me alone,
I don't understand why you would love me enough to be crucified,
Heavenly Lord Jesus, inside me your love helps mine grow,
You never left me behind - you saved me from committing suicide.
With the demons that used to consume me,
All the hate deep within,
I needed a Savior - someone who would bleed in pain for even me,
And you cast the demons out from me and with your blood I was washed and forgiven of all my sins.
I was in war for 18 years,
I knew it was you I should look to,
When you helped me fight my fears,
It was then I knew I needed you to get me through.
Now, I'm trembling tonight,
For such a long time I lived so evil and wrong,
But with a God of Light and such power and always mighty,
I give unto you this song.
I always wanted power to kill everyone,
But as my spirit was born again,
I was only saved by God's Holy Son,
And he forever keeps me safe in his loving hands,
With such love and protection why did I try to run?
I have so much sadness from love,
And with so much inside me - I only have it from the Lord high above.
7/12/12 Thurs 10;43pm - 11;47pm
Living in tremendous love I have everlasting sadness,
Hearing messages making me overwhelmed,
Yet, I'm far from pain and madness,
So many people ask; "Why are you sad all the time while saved from Hell?"
You never left me alone,
I don't understand why you would love me enough to be crucified,
Heavenly Lord Jesus, inside me your love helps mine grow,
You never left me behind - you saved me from committing suicide.
With the demons that used to consume me,
All the hate deep within,
I needed a Savior - someone who would bleed in pain for even me,
And you cast the demons out from me and with your blood I was washed and forgiven of all my sins.
I was in war for 18 years,
I knew it was you I should look to,
When you helped me fight my fears,
It was then I knew I needed you to get me through.
Now, I'm trembling tonight,
For such a long time I lived so evil and wrong,
But with a God of Light and such power and always mighty,
I give unto you this song.
I always wanted power to kill everyone,
But as my spirit was born again,
I was only saved by God's Holy Son,
And he forever keeps me safe in his loving hands,
With such love and protection why did I try to run?
I have so much sadness from love,
And with so much inside me - I only have it from the Lord high above.
