I received a wonderful blessing today and now I'm afraid. I think that maybe I received the blessing because I need to brace myself for something that's about to happen. I've been sitting here thanking Jesus for the blessing and praying for nothing to go wrong now. :/ Does anybody ever feel like this?
When God created the world it was all darkness at first and the first thing God did to this world was add light.
This is one time we need Hebrew to truly understand because we don't have an English word for what was translated into darkness and light. The darkness was choshek and the light was owr. Those words mean spiritual darkness and spiritual light, it was four days later that God gave the world the sun and moon. That spiritual light means God wants for us everything that is peaceful, good, abundant, fine.
If we lived in a world ruled by the order that God lays out for us in His laws, it would have lots and lots of "owr" in every life. It is what God wants for us. God uses the bad things that come into our life for good for us because we love Him, but God does not want anything for us but good.
So you can put your trust completely in God. If something bad comes into your life, it is not God's will for that to happen, it is only God's will to make it into the best that can be made of it for you. Scripture says everything works for good for those who are called.