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rdbseekingafterhim
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Look at it from my perspective. I've always had a rough life. I was abandoned by my own mom. My grandmother drugged me up to the point I was practically brain dead. My adopted parents were mentally abusive saying I was worthless and was going to wind up living under a bridge my whole life has been nothing but rejection, lies, heartache, abandonment, and abuse. I finally find God and some of His people made me relive the nightmares of my past. They have no idea what I've been through. The only one who hasn't abandoned me is Jesus I feel safe with Him.
Because of my past I act differently I know God will not abandon me, but due to 33 years worth of hard wiring I try to do everything to stay on someone's good side. I bend over backwords for them afraid they'll leave just like everyone else has in the past. I know Jesus would never do that. It's just the devil trying to feed me lies. That's my background and my struggles. Hopefully you don't look at me any differently. I have had a lot of mental, emotional, and physical trauma. God can heal all these wounds in time. I just ask you be patient with me.
This is a look at my past. Just remember you aren't aware of what someone has been through in their lives. One should be mindful of this when speaking to others.
Because of my past I act differently I know God will not abandon me, but due to 33 years worth of hard wiring I try to do everything to stay on someone's good side. I bend over backwords for them afraid they'll leave just like everyone else has in the past. I know Jesus would never do that. It's just the devil trying to feed me lies. That's my background and my struggles. Hopefully you don't look at me any differently. I have had a lot of mental, emotional, and physical trauma. God can heal all these wounds in time. I just ask you be patient with me.
This is a look at my past. Just remember you aren't aware of what someone has been through in their lives. One should be mindful of this when speaking to others.
