I know that I’m young and never been married before to tell you this. If you read the book of Job he went through lot of trials, it’s not that God didn’t know what was happening and no either that he didn’t love him but He was so proud of Job that he had so much faith in him, that why He gave satan a permission to test Job's righteousness but at the end God restored everything that Job lost
What I’m saying is that God is so proud of us and he has so much faith in us, in his heart He believes that no matter what we come across with by the love of God, the name of Jesus Christ and our faith in him we can make it through everything. God is with you in each and every step you take, he will never leave you he said it in his word and his no man that he shall lie. Don’t disappoint him I’m sure he has already told satan that because you are His child you going to make it through.
I will pray for you that God give you strength