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[ForgiveMeGod]

it does.

I have hair that curls at length. I wear 3 pairs min. jeans at all times, beause I can't control my d*ck, and everything online is how to make it hard, not how not to.
my specific style is coping. layered jeans, no skin showing, only my face and my hands, ever. longsleeve shirts, even during the hottest days of summer, 3 layer jeans, even in the hotest of summer, basically trauma tryin ta reach the surface.

nah, for me it's every month or so, once the hormones build up enough. I am normally very self controlled. I don't really feel pain, if i get hit in the head with a football, i just brush it off, fall on asphalt, no prob, unless i am actively bleeding.
It takes a lot of sugar or coffee to get to me.
I run all the time on nothing. I am sure i am going to die young, but I dont care. really. I have spent 10 hours of active running and otherwise strenuous activities on no sleep and a handful of oats. I can walk a mile in twelve minutes, but can keep up a mile in 16 for over 5 hours. I once walked 50 nmiles almost nonstop in 10 hours.

I have never worn multiple jeans, though when I did have an erection I would try to hide it by walking funny and it was probably totally obvious.

For a while I was doing it once a week but I have watched porn or masturbated in two months after I repented. Not going to lie, there were times where it was very hard not to, but I was able to refrain.

I think I had a masturbation problem growing up, cause my baby sitter French kissed me when I was 6 and then the next year I was french kissing a girl in my neighborhood that was a grade older than me, while also pretending to have fake weddings, and doing other things with clothes on. So all that happening so young, possibly made me more sexually active as I grew up. I’ve been celibate the past tend years, with one slip up with sexting but didnt masturbate during that moment.

i try to stay away from sugar and i quit coffee all together about a month and a half ago.

At least you are active.

Also, I was on Reddit about a year ago and all the kids on there were bragging about how fast they ran a mile. Some were bragging that they ran a 12 minute mile and I told them, when I was in middle school and high school I walked a 12 minute mile. Some said i was cold as ice for saying that and they banned me lol

 

[enril]

I have never worn multiple jeans, though when I did have an erection I would try to hide it by walking funny and it was probably totally obvious.

For a while I was doing it once a week but I have watched porn or masturbated in two months after I repented. Not going to lie, there were times where it was very hard not to, but I was able to refrain.

I think I had a masturbation problem growing up, cause my baby sitter French kissed me when I was 6 and then the next year I was french kissing a girl in my neighborhood that was a grade older than me, while also pretending to have fake weddings, and doing other things with clothes on. So all that happening so young, possibly made me more sexually active as I grew up. I’ve been celibate the past tend years, with one slip up with sexting but didnt masturbate during that moment.

i try to stay away from sugar and i quit coffee all together about a month and a half ago.

At least you are active.

Also, I was on Reddit about a year ago and all the kids on there were bragging about how fast they ran a mile. Some were bragging that they ran a 12 minute mile and I told them, when I was in middle school and high school I walked a 12 minute mile. Some said i was cold as ice for saying that and they banned me lol

no i am not active. I sometimes walk a mile, working toards 10 minutes. the 50 miles was a single day thing. once a year, I get my weekly mile in on one day. make up for lost time, eh?

yep, walking aint hard, running, though? bleughphhh I can barely run up stairs without blacking out.

 

[Karlon]

Some of the drawings I created while at work as a security officer in summer of 2022.

u have talent!

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

u have talent!

I have a gigantic creative portfolio spanning the last three decades. This year I focused on being God‘s presence, completing the Bible for the first time and composing 52 songs. A lot of them being played on radio stations worldwide.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

u have talent!

Thank you by the way!

 

[Karlon]

I have a gigantic creative portfolio spanning the last three decades. This year I focused on being God‘s presence, completing the Bible for the first time and composing 52 songs. A lot of them being played on radio stations worldwide.

wow! could be a H.S. calling in your life in these last days.

 

[Karlon]

your title: ForgiveMeGod reminds me of how many sins i committed in my life: must be millions!! holy heavens, am i going to hear it from God! but i'll also hear from Him "well done good & faithful servant, thou hast fought the good fight, thou hast run the coarse, thou hast kept the faith, therefor is laid up for you treasures in heaven....."

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

wow! could be a H.S. calling in your life in these last days.

God planted a dream in me in 2014, to be a Christian electronic artist.
i figure while everyone is in the stadium or crowd, either high or drunk or sober, that myself or someone would create Christian music in that genre for those who are sensitive to God‘s peace filled spirit. It would be a way to call Christians home, who have been led astray.

for example, something like this:

When I found this artist, I thought to myself, “well, I guess God found his guy to do this mission.” But who knows, maybe more will rise to the occasion.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

your title: ForgiveMeGod reminds me of how many sins i committed in my life: must be millions!! holy heavens, am i going to hear it from God! but i'll also hear from Him "well done good & faithful servant, thou hast fought the good fight, thou hast run the coarse, thou hast kept the faith, therefor is laid up for you treasures in heaven....."

I do believe that of you. The way you come off is pure servitude.

 

[Karlon]

God planted a dream in me in 2014, to be a Christian electronic artist.
i figure while everyone is in the stadium or crowd, either high or drunk or sober, that myself or someone would create Christian music in that genre for those who are sensitive to God‘s peace filled spirit. It would be a way to call Christians home, who have been led astray.

for example, something like this:

When I found this artist, I thought to myself, “well, I guess God found his guy to do this mission.” But who knows, maybe more will rise to the occasion.

neat. i wish you plan fulfillment form God. i am a drummer & i can't understand why God has not found a Christian band for me. He gave me the talent to play but nothing doing. i get offers from musicians but they are never good enough. i've been as far as you can go locally in the northeast in secular rock bands but no Christian band. i once played in a Christian band in a church but the music leader was to controlling. & little by little it dissolved. same thing happened in another church i know of locally.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

neat. i wish you plan fulfillment form God. i am a drummer & i can't understand why God has not found a Christian band for me. He gave me the talent to play but nothing doing. i get offers from musicians but they are never good enough. i've been as far as you can go locally in the northeast in secular rock bands but no Christian band. i once played in a Christian band in a church but the music leader was to controlling. & little by little it dissolved. same thing happened in another church i know of locally.

I noticed that early on, like high school college years were the time where a lot of people wanted to start a band. I got asked to be a lead singer in a couple bands just because of my style and looks. I turned them all down because I couldn’t see myself being in a group with them. i was too busy having too much fun which led to my downfall.

I start composing music in Mario paint when I was 3. My dad was in a band and it was set up in our garage. I would play the drums, cause my dad played the drums. In middle school is when I start composing electronic music. I composed maybe 3 songs after high school up until last year, I bought a MacBook and immediately started composing music again, created the 52 songs in the last year and distributing all of them of every music streaming platform, including apple music, YouTube and Spotify. And apparently, somehow it is getting radio play in countries around the world.

None of the music I created this past year sounds like Christian music. I didn’t even write lyrics or sing any of them. I think if I actually wrote songs and sang in them, it would add another layer of expression and influence.

It’s better to be in groups with other Christians. That way there is more single minded focus on a vision and mission.

 

[Karlon]

I noticed that early on, like high school college years were the time where a lot of people wanted to start a band. I got asked to be a lead singer in a couple bands just because of my style and looks. I turned them all down because I couldn’t see myself being in a group with them. i was too busy having too much fun which led to my downfall.

I start composing music in Mario paint when I was 3. My dad was in a band and it was set up in our garage. I would play the drums, cause my dad played the drums. In middle school is when I start composing electronic music. I composed maybe 3 songs after high school up until last year, I bought a MacBook and immediately started composing music again, created the 52 songs in the last year and distributing all of them of every music streaming platform, including apple music, YouTube and Spotify. And apparently, somehow it is getting radio play in countries around the world.

None of the music I created this past year sounds like Christian music. I didn’t even write lyrics or sing any of them. I think if I actually wrote songs and sang in them, it would add another layer of expression and influence.

It’s better to be in groups with other Christians. That way there is more single minded focus on a vision and mission.

last statement. very true. a guy who's an atheist has been wanting me to band up with him for years. he's an ok guitarist. i always had a reservation about that. but i'll tell you this: he's has done more favors for people than people who are Christians!!

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

last statement. very true. a guy who's an atheist has been wanting me to band up with him for years. he's an ok guitarist. i always had a reservation about that. but i'll tell you this: he's has done more favors for people than people who are Christians!!

Now that is pretty amazing. The atheist friends that I have or had, always wanted me to get high with them, drink with them or party with them. I ended up cutting all of them out of my life, except for one. But last time I went to his house last years October, all he wanted to do was watch movies the whole time and smoke weed. I just sat there, sober as can be, while he just went to town on that thing. Then we watched the movie wolf of wall street, which I highly recommend no Christian watch. I ended up giving into pornography after watching that movie later on, after almost two years of no porn, no masturbation.

it took me almost an entire year to turn away and repent of it. Once I repented, God brought me here, and the rest is history.

 

[Magenta]

HI everyone ,

Here is me new members of this Forums. And I love to online shopping.

Welcome!

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

In 2004, when I sadly was into anime and into a character named Demon Eyes Kyo of all things. The weird thing is, back then, my eye lids used to get really red and appeared as if I was wearing makeup.

i drew this picture in front of a live audience at a Christian camp I went to up into the mountains, in maybe Big Bear, California.

in the picture, he is holding up his sword and licking the blood off his hand.

 

[Karlon]

Now that is pretty amazing. The atheist friends that I have or had, always wanted me to get high with them, drink with them or party with them. I ended up cutting all of them out of my life, except for one. But last time I went to his house last years October, all he wanted to do was watch movies the whole time and smoke weed. I just sat there, sober as can be, while he just went to town on that thing. Then we watched the movie wolf of wall street, which I highly recommend no Christian watch. I ended up giving into pornography after watching that movie later on, after almost two years of no porn, no masturbation.

it took me almost an entire year to turn away and repent of it. Once I repented, God brought me here, and the rest is history.

that's people around here, many partiers! that's why i haven't any friends. all my friends are here, on CC! as for me, i'm a summer drinker, but it's just a few here & there. don't like alcohol in the winter. i'm very responsible with it. i don't like staying up late, i don't smoke anything, don't do drugs & won't social with people in the partying life. so what am i left with? nothing! but my wife & i have a grand old time in saratoga, lake george, cooperstown the adirondacks, all the local historical farm towns, antiquing, old life style demonstrations (as in 18th & 17th century) at historical places, gourmet dining & such.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

that's people around here, many partiers! that's why i haven't any friends. all my friends are here, on CC! as for me, i'm a summer drinker, but it's just a few here & there. don't like alcohol in the winter. i'm very responsible with it. i don't like staying up late, i don't smoke anything, don't do drugs & won't social with people in the partying life. so what am i left with? nothing! but my wife & i have a grand old time in saratoga, lake george, cooperstown the adirondacks, all the local historical farm towns, antiquing, old life style demonstrations (as in 18th & 17th century) at historical places, gourmet dining & such.

I quit drinking, drugs, partying in April 2014 when I accepted Jesus as lord and savior. It was like a radical transformation but I did relapse with alcohol twice in 2019 cause I decided that maybe I could hang out with old friends, I was wrong and then this year I decided that I’d celebrate completing the Bible for the first time with a glass of red wine and a baguette to represent Jesus’ blood and body as a job well done.

i’ve had a really bad habit of staying up way too late. Where I’ll stay up until the sun comes out and then I’ll sleep until 1pm like I just did just now. It’s been like that this whole year but got only worse recently when I started weaning off my medications.

i have a friend who says he is a new Christian, yet invites me to go to clubs. I went with him once, a few months ago and I was like, “why would you invite me to this?” I made sure I was on my best behavior though, even though being there was already ruining the reputation that God helped me develop throughout the last ten years.

I’ve prayed for a wife many times and I’ve met one person with like every belief and values checked, we had an amazing connection, even bond but it kinda fell through the cracks. Plus, I’m in no position to be able to provide at the moment, if we did make things work. She seems to be into similar things as you and loves outdoor life and critters. Who knows what God’s plans are for me at the moment. I’m just trying to endure all things.

When it comes to me, I’m like a home body at the moment but when I do go out, I’ll take a bus to downtown Long Beach with my laptop and make a Starbucks patio my office for a few hours. I’ll usually just work on projects or read scripture while I’m there, sipping on refills of various iced teas. Some times I’ll take the train to downtown Los Angeles and just walk around for the day, while I get harassed by demonic homeless people. It’s definitely worth going though, cause it’s like a brave adventure. You get a lot of shady characters on the train as well, people using drugs or playing loud music, men cat calling women in front of you and then you walk away because you don’t want to associate with them. That seems to be Los Angeles County for ya.

The beaches are peaceful though, like at 6am when only the early worm surfers are there. The rest of the day, it’s like jam packed with people.

 

[Karlon]

I quit drinking, drugs, partying in April 2014 when I accepted Jesus as lord and savior. It was like a radical transformation but I did relapse with alcohol twice in 2019 cause I decided that maybe I could hang out with old friends, I was wrong and then this year I decided that I’d celebrate completing the Bible for the first time with a glass of red wine and a baguette to represent Jesus’ blood and body as a job well done.

i’ve had a really bad habit of staying up way too late. Where I’ll stay up until the sun comes out and then I’ll sleep until 1pm like I just did just now. It’s been like that this whole year but got only worse recently when I started weaning off my medications.

i have a friend who says he is a new Christian, yet invites me to go to clubs. I went with him once, a few months ago and I was like, “why would you invite me to this?” I made sure I was on my best behavior though, even though being there was already ruining the reputation that God helped me develop throughout the last ten years.

I’ve prayed for a wife many times and I’ve met one person with like every belief and values checked, we had an amazing connection, even bond but it kinda fell through the cracks. Plus, I’m in no position to be able to provide at the moment, if we did make things work. She seems to be into similar things as you and loves outdoor life and critters. Who knows what God’s plans are for me at the moment. I’m just trying to endure all things.

When it comes to me, I’m like a home body at the moment but when I do go out, I’ll take a bus to downtown Long Beach with my laptop and make a Starbucks patio my office for a few hours. I’ll usually just work on projects or read scripture while I’m there, sipping on refills of various iced teas. Some times I’ll take the train to downtown Los Angeles and just walk around for the day, while I get harassed by demonic homeless people. It’s definitely worth going though, cause it’s like a brave adventure. You get a lot of shady characters on the train as well, people using drugs or playing loud music, men cat calling women in front of you and then you walk away because you don’t want to associate with them. That seems to be Los Angeles County for ya.

The beaches are peaceful though, like at 6am when only the early worm surfers are there. The rest of the day, it’s like jam packed with people.

i wish for you, wellness & success at reaching all your goals. to dare for this or that when young, even middle aged, makes fun memories. back in Mass., late 80's, on a Sunday, i was taking a nap. i woke up & as quickly as you could imagine, i said to myself, "i've never been in a plane before, i'm going flying". i was at the airport in 1 & half hours & embarked on a scenic fly! twas' super. too, in the mid 80's, i day, i thought, "why not go to Manhattan & social around". was there the next day. people thought i was nuts for doing that. Manhattan became my center social place.

 

[ForgiveMeGod]

i wish for you, wellness & success at reaching all your goals. to dare for this or that when young, even middle aged, makes fun memories. back in Mass., late 80's, on a Sunday, i was taking a nap. i woke up & as quickly as you could imagine, i said to myself, "i've never been in a plane before, i'm going flying". i was at the airport in 1 & half hours & embarked on a scenic fly! twas' super. too, in the mid 80's, i day, i thought, "why not go to Manhattan & social around". was there the next day. people thought i was nuts for doing that. Manhattan became my center social place.

it would seem kinda nuts to some people but I get it. One time a girlfriend and I, found out there was some type of festival going on the next day in San Francisco, we lived in Huntington Beach at the time. That night, at like a 11pm, we pack some belongings, pick up her friend to come with us, we all drive together and it takes us around 8 hours to get there. We eat at a bagel shop, browse around the 9 story mall, take a nap and head to the event.

i don’t think anyone knew about it, so I had no one tell us we were nuts, except for the three of us.

i’ve been to San Francisco twice and both times were very degenerative. i went in my early 20’s.

 

[NightTwister]

I collect coffee makers.