Acts 8:20
But Peter said unto him, Thy money perish with thee, because thou hast thought that the gift of God may be purchased with money.
Money here on earth is needed, yet to what extent? Motive is the problem, why am I getting, water Baptized? Why am I speaking to others and ask things? I am accountable for my motive(s) in all I do, ask and recieve
Motive, God sees the inside, man sees the outside. God is aware of all, good and bad. Might be best to turn to God in sincerity and rest in that, whether poor here or not,, thanking God whenever troubled, in troubles, and going through troubles,
Like Job in the book of Job, and deeper in Jesus the Son whom is risen from the dead for us to be risen too, thank you
John 16:33
I understand that Motive is the problem now