sitting on the train

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I look at outside the window overlooking the hills thinking about all these problems i have in my mind nothing is worse thinking that at the end when i die god might turn his back on me because of porfaune thoughts i have i would like to blame these thoughts on maybe demons or phsycophrenia but only god knows what will happen to me i ask myself why did i end up in the faith i was going to be like this i think about friends i know in church and happy and great there lives are in church doing things for god saving lives doing a purpose i wish that was me
 
I actually understand this and feel the same way sometimes. Like I'm a nice shiny new tool that God bought and then stuckj in the shed and locked the door for some reason.

I've had ''profane thoughts'' as well. I' not sure what to make of them other than some anger or bitterness with God that you may or may not be aware of.

Find someone you can talk to, find things you can do, get involved in a ministry. Mostly though find someone to talk to, being trapped in our own thoughts leads to very dark and usually incorrect places.

I hope that helps some.
 
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