...........so over.... it

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peacebestill

peacebestill

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I'm so over this, this is a never ending fight with who? I don't know could it be myself? maybe. Jesus I'm on the verge of giving up My mom was supposed to aboard when she was pregnant with me but my grandmother payed my mom to have me. Isn't that messed up :( but maybe I wasn't supposed to be here I rather... sleep atleast I wouldn't have to worry about the pain. :( My dreams are bettter than my reality.. This is hell..
 
Jeremiah 1:5 tells us that God knows us when we are still in the womb.

You are definitely not a mistake, dear one. God must have great plans for you to have saved your life like that.

I pray that you will talk with Him about your pain, or that you will be able to pour it out here perhaps. Would love to pray with you about whatever it is.

Father, we pray peace, blessing, healing, encouragement and wisdom into the life of this young lady, the peace that only You can give.
 
peacebestill said:
I'm so over this, this is a never ending fight with who? I don't know could it be myself? maybe. Jesus I'm on the verge of giving up My mom was supposed to aboard when she was pregnant with me but my grandmother payed my mom to have me. Isn't that messed up :( but maybe I wasn't supposed to be here I rather... sleep atleast I wouldn't have to worry about the pain. :( My dreams are bettter than my reality.. This is hell..
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You are here for a mighty purpose, do not listen to the enemy. I also know how you feel, my Mom tried to kill herself with me.
But I know Jesus loves me. I believe what the word say's. He knew me in my Mother's womb. I am fearfully and wonderfully
made and so are you. understand your calling and the love God has for you and how special you are to him. We have to forgive
others and move on. God bless you and give you peace, and thank God for praying Grandma's.
 
Yeah my grandmother is a blessing to me I miss are so much one of the reasons why this year has been hard for me, she passed in mach of this year.. Thank you so much.
 
I can't imagine the rejection you feel.......and you have every right to feel this way.....But what I see....is someone who will be an awesome mother herself.......you will knowhow to love your children the way you wanted for yourself.....it will bring you so much joy....My father was the one who I felt rejected from....but when I became a mother everything thathe made me feel were the one things I was certain my daughters would have...today may feellike its so bad.....but if you go one more step.......one more day....God tells us that He will meetyou there...He will be waiting.....you just have to ask Him....give this to Him ....I'm glad your herenow matter how you were given to us.....talk to us...we all have stories of success...all our PMSare open for you......waiting to help you.....love and peace .....jo
 
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