Your not alone, believe me. I've had problems, financial as well as health and I pray for God to give me a way out daily. In fact I learned a big lesson in this area this week. 2 different instances just this week, I cried out to God (pleaded would be m ore accurate, but tears were involved), because I didn't know what was happening, what He was doing, would I in fact get through. Sure enough within the hour on Friday all was well, the people I was waiting on were in fact right where they were suppose to be and I just had to have patience to find them. Yesterday I got very upset when my paycheck didn't arrive in the mail as I had expected. Had to make numerous phone calls to creditors regarding auto-payments that would bounce. Once again, within the hour I learned my paycheck was put in the mail that day, I'll have it by Thursday. Called the creditors back, they each agreed to hold off on the auto-payments until Monday, just to be safe. The lesson is that I have to wait on God, not ask God to work on my time schedule. Of course, creditors don't really go for that but if your straight with them about your situation and make honest efforts and call them before they call you, you can usually work things out, with God's help of course.
Upon returning home today I have a notice from my landlord about my rent. I am 1 1/2 months behind. He's been quite good about it but patience has it's limits. I refuse to let this ruin my evening, get me upset. I know God is with me and will give me the tools to take care of this one way or another.
Prayers my friend for strength and blessings.