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SidTheMartianKid
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Hello ChristianChat.
Not to be short. but I am very impatient right now. Over the past 2 years I have been undergoing spiritual torment on the occasions lust, masturbation, anger, pride, gluttony, greed, and envy, and all other types of sin. I have sold my soul to the devil in the past, I have done the unforgivable some would say.
But I feel as if I am possessed by demons. demons who torture me from within. Yes, I am getting psychiatric help. But I am undergoing what seems like Purgatory or Hell while am I living on earth. Within my stomach I feel this empty gaping chaotic emptiness, a vain section of my soul it seems. Like it has been taken away from me and there is some type of evil entity living within.
So I ask that whoever you are please pray for me in Jesus Christ name. Please help me regain what i've lost, my happiness. I no longer want these objects of sin but I want Jesus to be in my life and heal me. I have confessed my sins among God and all of you who read this. I am not ashamed. I do not belong to myself anymore. I put my life back in the hands of God through Jesus Christ, and I am awaiting his assistance. But please, please pray for me. I have contemplated suicide over and over and almost came to the point of committing it.
Thank you.
Not to be short. but I am very impatient right now. Over the past 2 years I have been undergoing spiritual torment on the occasions lust, masturbation, anger, pride, gluttony, greed, and envy, and all other types of sin. I have sold my soul to the devil in the past, I have done the unforgivable some would say.
But I feel as if I am possessed by demons. demons who torture me from within. Yes, I am getting psychiatric help. But I am undergoing what seems like Purgatory or Hell while am I living on earth. Within my stomach I feel this empty gaping chaotic emptiness, a vain section of my soul it seems. Like it has been taken away from me and there is some type of evil entity living within.
So I ask that whoever you are please pray for me in Jesus Christ name. Please help me regain what i've lost, my happiness. I no longer want these objects of sin but I want Jesus to be in my life and heal me. I have confessed my sins among God and all of you who read this. I am not ashamed. I do not belong to myself anymore. I put my life back in the hands of God through Jesus Christ, and I am awaiting his assistance. But please, please pray for me. I have contemplated suicide over and over and almost came to the point of committing it.
Thank you.