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No, it was just one of those random things that stuck. I have no idea why haha.
Why Ugly? Have to ask my parents...![]()
aw, that's very sweet..
No, it was just one of those random things that stuck. I have no idea why haha.
Why Ugly? Have to ask my parents...![]()



You ever seen those women's clothing catalogs that have the clothes in them, of course, but no one's in them?
Bahaha! My 2 year old son was looking at a catalog the other day and he came across one of those peopleless outfits. He said, "Mama, they took their body OFF!"
It kinda freaked him out.
Sometimes you just gotta drop everything and get out.
...because sometimes, you get accused of doing things you absolutely are not doing, and it gets old. Fast.
Getting out is better than throwing frying pans.
(*sigh* new people living in your house is so difficult)
Just an update for you all on my going-on-dates-with-a-guy-from-CM situation. After the third date, I knew it wasn't something I wanted to pursue. I didn't feel peace at all about it. Granted, I was horrible and "led him on" because I let him hold my hand, put his arm around me, etc. I was hoping those things would bring out that spark, that connection. But it didn't. The dates always went well, we get along fine, but my gut and my feelings told me that it wouldn't work.
I told him last week that I didn't want to pursue a relationship. He didn't take it real well and has acted a bit childish since then. Which makes me even more glad that I decided against this. I definitely learned some things and so I guess that's a good thing.
I'm staying up quite a bit later than normal because if I don't spend some time totally by myself each day, I turn back into a pumpkin at midnight. Or maybe not, but I do get really...really...cranky. Hence the frying pan scenario and whatnot earlier.
So, here I am at some number of minutes past midnight, NOT a pumpkin-
Oh hey, so, I went out and spent almost four bucks on CoffeMate's Pumpkin Spice creamer. And I used it in my coffee yesterday morning. And I was pretty sure I was going to throw up. I know the word "spice" kind of like, implies spiciness...sort of maybe some cinnamon flavoryness...but wow, that stuff burned and tasted awful.
Sick.
Anyway, I got to thinking tonight about how I'm always the "weird one" or the "crazy girl" or "ditzy". Sometimes people describe me as "nice" or "quiet" or "shy".
And I wonder, is that really all people see of me? WHAT IF...that's really all there IS to me? I think...that feels...bad. I mean, I'm not 100% sure that it does, but I know for certain it's definitely kind of uncomfortable to think that maybe that's all people think of me. I don't know that I'm making a lot of sense right now, but it's very hard to transfer what's in my head to written word.
I'm not even sure that I really think in words all the time. Colors, sounds, hurricanes...I think in weird ways. Or maybe I don't, and I just think I do, because I think I'm so very weird. Or...MAYBE...I'm not even all that weird, and only THINK I'm weird because people keep on telling me I am.
I don't mind if I'm the odd duck out. I just mind if I'm not shining brightly in the ways that matter, along with being a lunatic.
For me I found this to be true and changed from it
Three things were controlling me
1. What others though about me
2. What I thought others were thinking about me, no matter what others said, could be true or not.
3. What I thought about me
Then I learned this
Ephesians 1:6 to the praise of the glory of his grace, wherein he hath made us accepted in the beloved.
Knowing this, I have no need anymore for those other three things that were controlling me and am made whole through Christ to Father as you are too since you believe:
Colossians 1:22 in the body of his flesh through death, to present you holy and unblameable and unreproveable in his sight:
Leaving my baby's due date up to God was awesome, and now we're not waiting for it anymore. My little Adrianna Rose was born at 7:39 this morning![]()
Not everyone on the site is Christian. And not everyone who claims to be a Christian really is. Or really understands what it means. So many Christians nowadays make excuses for their sins. We can thank the 'new church' for this.
Sadly many people come to this site with sexual intentions.
Also, you don't know for a fact he was lying. It may have been him. Maybe not. Who knows?
Stinkbug is still around. Dad left for something. I'm stuck with this stinkin' stinkbug in my room. I'm retreating and moving everything downstairs.
Fighting the sudden urge to chop my hair all off. However, having it fall in my face and then come alive and try to kill me is getting really old. It's a health hazard, having ramen noodles for hair.