Streams of Consciousness & Thoughts~~~

[Gary]

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[Gary]

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Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

 

[persNickety]

Sitting in the hospital waiting for my client to be seen. Nice that I get paid for going to a doctors appointment, but the wait is killing me.

 

[lil_christian]

Candy Crush - "Here's a life! Have a great day!"

Me - "You're the reason I DON'T have a life."

 

[Grace-Like-Rain]

Work in a few minutes. I shall brace my heart for the Downton Abbey deets from my co-worker. I only pray that in his excited state he doesn't run us off the icy roads...they had said 40 degrees & rain today,but everything is ice. Blech.

But like...if I died today,I am in such a state of...dunno what you call it....happiness...? delerium..? (ohh I just spelled that word like the band)...ugh...see....who cares? I need to go be a productive member of society now...wish me ,luck?

I'm loving this happiness iTore! Hope you have a great day, wonderful things happen to you, and your co-worker got all of his Downton Abbey replays out in the first 5 minutes.

 

[Fenner]

Fenner, do you eat the same ice cream I eat? It's called "Youth-Be-Gone" - And You'll Never Get It Back!!!

And now Youth-Be-Gone comes in mint chocolate, strawberry, and caramel (just to spite us!!!).

Youth Be Gone is the best! I've heard the secret ingredients are fiber Geritol. I had the Vanilla Ice, Ice Cream and the Billy Ray Cyrus, Achy Breaky Hip, Hershey. Delicious!

 

[Fenner]

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Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the LORD with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.

Your kids are adorable!

 

[Ugly]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

 

[Fenner]

Work in a few minutes. I shall brace my heart for the Downton Abbey deets from my co-worker. I only pray that in his excited state he doesn't run us off the icy roads...they had said 40 degrees & rain today,but everything is ice. Blech.

But like...if I died today,I am in such a state of...dunno what you call it....happiness...? delerium..? (ohh I just spelled that word like the band)...ugh...see....who cares? I need to go be a productive member of society now...wish me ,luck?

I don't always watch Downton Abbey, but I do like it. I didn't watch the episode last night.

 

[Fenner]

Excuse me everyone can you take a moment and read this important message:







This is Fluffy, he's a 1 and a half year old domestic short haired tabby and he's depressed. Due to the frigid cold he can't go outside, he's tried but the he turns around a run's right back in. Now he sits in the window staring longingly at every snow flake, bird and kid walking to school. He also has been causing chaos in the house. No toilet paper or paper towel roll is safe, no drip of water will go untouched. No wall or drape is safe from him trying to climb them. No human leg walking by is safe from his sudden attack.

Please keep Fluffy in your thoughts, that is all. Thank you for your time.

 

[persNickety]

Want to distract your cat? Roll up tin foil into a ball, fluffy will play with it for hours XD

 

[Jullianna]

Will continue praying for you, Ugly, and for your friend, Jeanette. We all have bad days. Still love you.

Sometime we just get caught up in our own bad days and miss things, but we still care. Please know that and forgive us.

 

[Fenner]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

Ugly, I didn't see your post, I'm so sorry. I will pray for you and your friend. I'm sorry I missed your original post. God Bless You.

 

[Fenner]

I think I'm done. I can't just be silent, not after everything I've seen and experienced. But I'm not going to stay and be vilified either.

I hope you stay Misty.

 

[lil_christian]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

Thank you for giving us an update, Ugly.

 

[Grace-Like-Rain]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

Ugly, I can definitely understand your feelings on not having energy to respond to messages or keep up your end of things. Not something you need to worry about. Just so long as you know that we are here (or on FB rather) and we care about you. Praying for you, and for your friend Jeanette as well.

 

[ServantStrike]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

I've been somewhat absent this week, so I must have missed these earlier rumblings.

But I'll be praying for you man.

 

[Pipp]

Over the past week i've been going through a lot. I think (hope) some of it has eased off, but things are still tough. Hopefully enough to keep me from having anymore public breakdowns (private is another story). I know a few people tried to help. And i was pretty rude to them. I apologize for taking things out on you.
Part of what happened was that earlier in the week i made a post and it seemed largely ignored. Only one or two people even acknowledged it and those weren't even people i knew. The next post was a lot more obvious and still mostly didn't get much. But another persons post got a lot of reactions who was hurting. And i found it quite hurtful to feel bypassed by most and minutes later everyone chimed in on another person.
Then, last night i had my issues here flare up again. I was still a bit sore about the previous posts. And so it just all fed how i acted. But some people did message me eventually. Mostly people i didn't really know well. Which was nice one way, but in another it was still bothersome that the people i had expected didn't say much or anything.
This morning i got a message and made comments to the effect that so few seemed to care, or even notice and was told that, in reality, many people did react and were affected. Behind the scenes. So i was really surprised to hear this. And, of course, felt bad. So i'm sorry for how i treated anyone, either because i was just breaking down, or out of feeling hurt towards how i perceived reactions. Thank you to anyone who responded in public or PM or in ways i never even saw. I was also told that a few of you seemed to get really concerned when you weren't getting responses from me. It wasn't purposeful. I had no clue you were even that concerned. I was doing other things, and am purposefully not making it a public forum issue for everyone to see.
And to those of you that have messaged me, i know i stopped responding. Part of that was i was waiting to see if the situation i was going through was going to improve. I have since learned in some ways yes, and in some ways no. I still haven't responded, not out of a lack of caring, but i just don't have it in me to continue, to try to keep up my end of things. So don't think i was being indifferent or that i don't appreciate it. The lack of response is about me, not you.

To anyone willing to accept my apologies i ask you to keep praying for me. I need it a lot. And probably will for a while.
Also, please pray for my friend Jeanette. I discovered recently that she was going through a lot. She puts up a brave face, but let me know. She needs a lot of prayer as well, with what she's going through.

So again, sorry to those who need it, and thanks to those who deserve it.

I been praying and will continue to pray. I love you friend..you know where to find me if you ever need me.

 

[rachelsedge]

Thank you to all who encouraged me. Your words and songs meant a lot.

Ugly, we love you, you goob.

 

[lil_christian]

I don't want to do today....but in spite of that I've been fairly productive. I shall keep on doing this being productive thing. Each lesson submitted means me being one step closer to graduating. I'm aiming to graduate by March. I might not be able to. But it's a goal.