Hi all. Thanks for those who actually read these and pray.
So, I don't want to get into a long story here but my home is really tense. I am a christian, who does not know other christians who seem to care actually. My church is large, the homegroup runs on a program and the members ignore each other the rest of the time. so here it goes:
1) I live with two other people, one is bi-polar, alcoholic and high use of pot smoker; I hear him mentally abuse my other roommate all of the time and she just takes it but in time is falling apart, ignores it, and deals with it but she is degrading in mental health. Pray for them.
2) Pray for me. I have no choice right now and need to share a space. Therefore, I come home after working all day with people who are recovering from substance use and trauma and abuse (women) and listen to them to help them heal. Then I come home to the same thing. It is getting old. I hide in my room, and when he starts getting louder, aggressive the animals come into my room with me and the dog shakes. Please pray for an open door and/or peace. I'm just tired. It is too much after all day.
3) Christian fellowship: After I moved back to the states, I have never been so isolated in my life. People here are in their bubbles, already have their social life etc. Are nice but that is it! No community here. Yes, I've tried all, groups, bible studies, women groups, meet ups, hiking clubs, getting together with women at work but it seems that the USA is just closed to newcomers. I never had this in all my life abroad. I really want to find a home group in my area, I will even host one in my home, I just need to fill it. My roommates will have to behave.
Thanks
So, I don't want to get into a long story here but my home is really tense. I am a christian, who does not know other christians who seem to care actually. My church is large, the homegroup runs on a program and the members ignore each other the rest of the time. so here it goes:
1) I live with two other people, one is bi-polar, alcoholic and high use of pot smoker; I hear him mentally abuse my other roommate all of the time and she just takes it but in time is falling apart, ignores it, and deals with it but she is degrading in mental health. Pray for them.
2) Pray for me. I have no choice right now and need to share a space. Therefore, I come home after working all day with people who are recovering from substance use and trauma and abuse (women) and listen to them to help them heal. Then I come home to the same thing. It is getting old. I hide in my room, and when he starts getting louder, aggressive the animals come into my room with me and the dog shakes. Please pray for an open door and/or peace. I'm just tired. It is too much after all day.
3) Christian fellowship: After I moved back to the states, I have never been so isolated in my life. People here are in their bubbles, already have their social life etc. Are nice but that is it! No community here. Yes, I've tried all, groups, bible studies, women groups, meet ups, hiking clubs, getting together with women at work but it seems that the USA is just closed to newcomers. I never had this in all my life abroad. I really want to find a home group in my area, I will even host one in my home, I just need to fill it. My roommates will have to behave.
Thanks
