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Now I understand what it means when the preacher says you have to fight the fight for Jesus. Its a continuously fight with the devil and his ways. I have had an encounter today with the Lord's blessings but no sooner than when I got home the devil was trying to wipe the smile off my face and throw stones at me. My best friend called and recently I got separated from my sons father and she discussed how a very respected man god came to a mutual friend talking about my past and judge me in certain ways that was very disrespectful. He put my personal business infront of 10 to 15 people at a place I go to hang with my friends. Needless to say he got his feelings hurt because my best friend stood up for me and told him that he only knew of the end of my relationship not of the hell I was put through for ten years. He even talked about how he knew my relationship well cause he talked to my sons father every day for a few months and again I say a few months to ten years is a big difference. It mad me so super mad I mean really I was hurt because this man was the one who led me to church and introduced me to God before I found out the things of my sons father. He was my sons fathers friend but I still had a lot of respect for this man. It hurt me to the ultmost. I even cried because he didn't know how he beat me for years, he didn't know how he put me down like a dog, he didn't know the things I had to do to keep going to school because I had a partner who chose not to help me, he didn't know how much love I had for that man to keep putting up with the things I was going through. All he saw was the at the end when I couldn't take it no more I left. I no people will judge you but have mercy on me because I just didn't think that level of respect would have come from my own brother in Christ.