WOW, Thank you for sharing.
I don't know any other way but telling it the way it is, of course I don't share my opinion and if I do I tell that person it's my opinion not to cause any confusion.
Men's opinion is the problem, so I normally ONLY share HIS word.
I like Paul in Acts 19 like to ask questions to find the problem, I call Paul a doctor in Acts 19. He finds his patients asks questions, diagnoses the problem and tells them how to fix it.
Doing so I have found SO SO many different opinion which do not line up with HIS word, challenge them and sadly they nothing happens the best of my knowledge they stay with their personal opinions and not HIS word, SO CONFUSING to me.
There are MANY people here who do not follow HIS word and are know it all hard as rock.
I came up with this, Satan's plan keep them out of the water and if they get in the water keep JESUS name out of it.
Satan knows what happens when we get in the water and he don't like it.
To your story, from sleeping in your car to wife and kids, your doing something right.
We sure can't keep JESUS is a box.
I have never hear of anything like that and sure would not question it.
I'm not sure why you call the day of Pentecost the first fruit offering, I also have never heard that.
The only first fruit offering I have hear of is when we do something we give JESUS the first fruits not HE gives us.
Acts 1, JESUS told HIS disciples not to go out with out it, in the 4 cases (Acts 2,8,10 and 19) or examples in the book of Acts of people being reborn they all had the same components as
Acts 2:38-39
John 3:5
They all believed, repented, baptized in JESUS name and was filled with the Holy Ghost and spoke in tongues like JESUS filled HIS disciples in
Acts 2:4.
JESUS said in
Mark 16:16-17
King James Version
16 He that believeth and is baptized shall be saved; but he that believeth not shall be damned.
17 And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils;
they shall speak with new tongues;
I have no idea, maybe you cup is full and you need to just pray to JESUS and tell him you want more praising him and it will all come out???
I know when I went to the front of the church, which I would never do, do to pride or something but went up and the pastor prayed for me when JESUS came inside of me my cup ran over and over. I was sweating, nose running, eyes running WHAT WAS THAT???
Thats is why I thinking just ask HIM and maybe no one ever spoke to you, how would you know?
JESUS is ALIVE and I have been bold since, since I'm retired state prison guard I have no tack just tell it like it is.
You have NO IDEA what I would say on this sight but do not due to JESUS telling me "that's not nice" LOL. I'm doing better by listening LOL.
GOD BLESS YOU in your walk, it's clear you are humble as we sure need to be.