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I have a confession to make. God has opened my eyes as to the way I viewed love. I came out of an environment where loving someone was considered a duty and a burden you had to bear. There was a checklist of a standard in my head that had a to do and a to don't list. I looked at my relationships concerning family has something given to me without choice. I lied to myself concerning my belief that God was a dictator. I wanted to believe what the word of God said about him but when I read the Old testament I saw things in it that made me question God's character my whole life I was investigating my creator based on the pain and bitterness in my heart.
Finally break through came when God allowed things to get out of my control to show me that I was limited in my understanding as to why and how he did things and there are some things that he protected me from by not having me to know too deeply about it.
Finally break through came when God allowed things to get out of my control to show me that I was limited in my understanding as to why and how he did things and there are some things that he protected me from by not having me to know too deeply about it.