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Honey12
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There's been a lot of talk about the return of Christ being in the near future.
I know that we should all be happy about this, and rejoice in 'meeting' him, and I am, to an extent.
But I'm also scared.
I feel like I'm in denial that it could happen in my lifetime because I don't want it to. And I know how selfish that it. How awful that must sound.
I want to be married, to have children, to have a career, all those things. But when he returns, will I get that chance?
If I go to Heaven, what will it be like there? Will I still get a chance for all of this?
I know all of these things are selfish and shouldn't even matter, but I think about it, and there's no use trying to ignore it, I know he knows.
Am I the only one that feels this way?
I want to change it, but it's there. I want to ignore it, but I can't.
I know that we should all be happy about this, and rejoice in 'meeting' him, and I am, to an extent.
But I'm also scared.
I feel like I'm in denial that it could happen in my lifetime because I don't want it to. And I know how selfish that it. How awful that must sound.
I want to be married, to have children, to have a career, all those things. But when he returns, will I get that chance?
If I go to Heaven, what will it be like there? Will I still get a chance for all of this?
I know all of these things are selfish and shouldn't even matter, but I think about it, and there's no use trying to ignore it, I know he knows.
Am I the only one that feels this way?
I want to change it, but it's there. I want to ignore it, but I can't.