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Mybrokenlessthenthree
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So last night I learned that repentance is something that grows like faith... I still struggle with a sin. And so I suppose there is reason to doubt. I don't know, I just need God. And I don't know really how to get there. It's hard for me to find people who believe like I do, Lordship Salvation... Anyways, I've the world is bad, but I'm happy because faith is in Jesus. I think part of my problem is that I don't talk about christ as much as I should.
I'm just isolated for a large portion, I don't really want to talk to people...
I'm a teen, girls wear these tight tight pants, and it's really disgusting, they paint their faces. And the guys want sex and toys/games.... I just really don't know what to say or do. Why study the bible when I can't do anything? I have school, and then I have to work for my parents, because they are old. "Honor your mother and farther" well what if they don't follow the bible? What if you work and can't go to church? What if...
I've lost hope in a lot, I have a lot of creational questions....
If God is everything, when is their evil at all? Because there is good. NO, something/someone had to create evil, a lie a sin. If everything is made through/for God, then who made sin? And to say, sin isn't then, are you saying God isn't over sin? If you say it's is only for us, because we have souls... then God still had to know
Also! What about abortions, and the "God has a plans for our lives" They are just instantly killed, where is there plan of life pastor!
Or how about the girl who was rape when she was just a teen, she loved God but where was he? And his plan for her life?
We don't want to say "He doesn't care" we just say
1) we can't have God as a puppet for what we want
2) God let's us be refined so as to become pure
I am so tired of those two,
God should protect us, I don't care...
And if refining us means we have to lose... this world, then so be it. It's just God should know are limits. Right? So why does he put things in our life that shatter our faith? IF he is all knowing... then why not just gradually heat us, and hammer. Not break and smelt and break... I don't know who am I to question God? OH! This is just horrid, get over your conservative baptist preaching.
"Count the cost before you become a disciple" Well I am counting...
Unlike most people who just say a prayer and... Sigh
I'm just isolated for a large portion, I don't really want to talk to people...
I'm a teen, girls wear these tight tight pants, and it's really disgusting, they paint their faces. And the guys want sex and toys/games.... I just really don't know what to say or do. Why study the bible when I can't do anything? I have school, and then I have to work for my parents, because they are old. "Honor your mother and farther" well what if they don't follow the bible? What if you work and can't go to church? What if...
I've lost hope in a lot, I have a lot of creational questions....
If God is everything, when is their evil at all? Because there is good. NO, something/someone had to create evil, a lie a sin. If everything is made through/for God, then who made sin? And to say, sin isn't then, are you saying God isn't over sin? If you say it's is only for us, because we have souls... then God still had to know
Also! What about abortions, and the "God has a plans for our lives" They are just instantly killed, where is there plan of life pastor!
Or how about the girl who was rape when she was just a teen, she loved God but where was he? And his plan for her life?
We don't want to say "He doesn't care" we just say
1) we can't have God as a puppet for what we want
2) God let's us be refined so as to become pure
I am so tired of those two,
God should protect us, I don't care...
And if refining us means we have to lose... this world, then so be it. It's just God should know are limits. Right? So why does he put things in our life that shatter our faith? IF he is all knowing... then why not just gradually heat us, and hammer. Not break and smelt and break... I don't know who am I to question God? OH! This is just horrid, get over your conservative baptist preaching.
"Count the cost before you become a disciple" Well I am counting...
Unlike most people who just say a prayer and... Sigh