My understanding of it, is that I have received God/Jesus in my mind,heart,and soul. And have asked him to show me how to live through his eyes. And I'm saved because one I have repented, and I have faith and believe that he is indeed going to show me the way. But if this is incorrect, please enlighten me on the correct way.
Jesus didn't die for you so that you could to continue to attempt to keep something that the word of God already says we can't keep. He died for you to free you from the curse of the Law. We are under a completely different covenant. We follow Christ. When we sin, He is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and cleanse us of all unrighteousness. Consider the following:
"What then will we say? That the Gentiles, who did not pursue righteousness, have obtained it, a righteousness that is by faith; but Israel, who pursued a law of righteousness, has not attained it. Why not? Because their pursuit was not by faith, but as if it were by works. They stumbled over the stumbling stone"