over 14 years of teaching a Sunday School class for deaf children, 20 years of sponsoring children in other countries, taking supplies to missionaries in Mexico and Arizona, sending out bible study tapes all across Mexico and S. America, supporting 3 family members from becoming homeless (took everything I had)...yet I have Christians telling me you're not putting Jesus first, you're not really trusting GOD, you're not doing enough for the church....that's why GOD is not answering your request.....you're just not doing or believing enough. It's surprising I still believe and trust GOD when there is no evidence of him doing anything for my request.What is lust?