Tribesman, I'm sorry I said that and apologize. I know you are doing the best you can. I'd just had enough attacks for one day and lost my cool. <sigh>
I couldn't care less what you call me in your current deluded and confused state. Your attempts to try to appear "humble" and "kind" will not change any facts about the delusions you adhere to, rather it makes it all even worse since you further deceive yourself that you're on the right path (I've seen this with other cultics, they all do such things out of wrong motive and when they meet (just) resistance they insanely whine about how "persecuted" they are...heaping more burning coals on their heads).
If it so ever happens that you repent then (and only then) I will listen to you and welcome you, but only the day you publicly REPENT of and DENOUNCE your current heresies.
But maybe this goes further to harden your darkened heart, resulting in God sending you the strong delusion you will never come out of, you believing it to be so true you're willing to die for same. We'll see. As for now my last word to you is: repent.