thoughts

  • Thread starter Thread starter Shadowwolg
  • Start date Start date
  • Christian Chat is a moderated online Christian community allowing Christians around the world to fellowship with each other in real time chat via webcam, voice, and text, with the Christian Chat app. You can also start or participate in a Bible-based discussion here in the Christian Chat Forums, where members can also share with each other their own videos, pictures, or favorite Christian music.

    If you are a Christian and need encouragement and fellowship, we're here for you! If you are not a Christian but interested in knowing more about Jesus our Lord, you're also welcome! Want to know what the Bible says, and how you can apply it to your life? Join us!

    To make new Christian friends now around the world, click here to join Christian Chat.
S

Shadowwolg

Guest
wow, its been a long time since i have posted a blog.....obviously not very good at keeping up with this.... a lot has happened since the last blog... yet its all just part of life..... I am in that mood where i don't really want to do anything yet i want to do it all.... over the last several weeks, i have just been seeing so much hurt, so much pain, yet i wonder how much I can do to help.... i cant seem to stay strong.... i know i am getting better, yet i still find myself inconsistent.... I try to follow through with things i commit to...but all to often in the last several years, i don't follow through... I see so much pain, yet ..... i don't know, life is hard,.... yet if i just stay focused on God... I will survive it all. .... I feel sometimes that bc i don't agree or don't do what others want... then i am not being co oporative... or if i say that i struggle with this or that, people look at me as if i am incapable to do anything.... yet in some ways they are right... and yet they are not.... i am learning to accept that i just don't do holidays well.... ok... so .... i don't know.... i sometimes feel that i push other people away bc i can't do things their way... and that i have to pull back.... i dont' know..... since four years ago... i have come a long way.. but i feel there is so much more to learn and live for... yet there are times that i feel there are no reasons to live for..... i am in that state of mind that just sees both sides of the coin ... all i know is that there is a lot of pain in this world...people suffering... some by others, some bc they are causing the pain... but either way... there is so much pain.... ....
 
There always will be pain in the world - in one way it is good in that it is used to turn people to the Lord who saves the crushed in spirit. He gives the oil of gladness to those who mourn - and he gives rest to the weary and heavy burdened.

Even in the midst of pain, there He is! Waiting with open arms for people to run into His love which can comfort. Turn your eyes upon Jesus. And rest in His presence for awhile. Let Him draw you close into His peace.
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top Bottom
Back