I want to say some things to the people who are hurting who have suffered greatly in life who are suffering greatly even now, to the people whose hearts are broken and damaged to the sad the lonely and the lost who are drowning in tears daily and who only seem to see darkness ahead and also to sick who are truly in need of help and healing.
I have been there, as a child I was severely abused starved drugged sexually abused and even treated as a slave. my parents for whatever reasons treated me very harshly, they would make me do horrible things like eat a cockroach if i was hungry or have to drink weird things like my uncles throw up if I was thirsty. Honestly I cant go into deeper details than that because it goes far beyond even that and in all honesty would be very unpleasant to read. even when I was taken away at the age of eight I was put in a family with a loving mother but a bad father, and then wouldnt you know it I got cancer. I got Leukemia a blood cancer and I faced horrible terrible suffering during it things so painful and so bad that it affected my body severely it damaged my brain it took a lot of my white blood cells where I would severely sick and a good chance of death if i even got a cold and well lets just say that I know what pain truly is.
I was cured eventually but my body will always be damaged and I still go through many hardships from it and plus during my cancer treatment I had an allergic reaction to a certain medicine and got diabetes. and then my mom divorced my step dad and we moved to oklahoma but she changed when we did, she no longer was that kind and loving mother I once knew and she is a bad person now but thats not important for this thread so we will skip that.
even today I go through severe pain in my body i get this horrible pain my bones that makes me cry and trust me it takes a whole lot of pain to do that I have so many medical issues and diseases that i have to take many pills and shots and my family is always talking bad about me always looking down on me and i am the only saved person.
I am only telling you all this because I want to make sure you know that I am someone who knows and understands pain and sadness and a horrible life.
yet even with all this I love them all I forgave my family even my abusive original parents long ago and I have hope that one day I will be healed and set free.
But now enough about me now I want to talk about you, Jesus knows your sickness and your pain he knows of all your hardships and suffering he was there when you cried yourself to sleep and was there when you felt all alone and never knew love.
I promise you this- it will all get better, he is going to heal you and mend your broken heart and he is going to show you love that you couldnt imagine love that no person on earth could give you or show you,. Just watch as he cures you and makes you strong as you will become a living testimony of who God is, just wait and see the blessings and treasures in store for you because of all you had to go through watch as you will know peace and the soothing warmth of his arms around you and tells you you have done so well and were so strong.
I cant even begin to explain how proud he is of how you have tried to be strong even in such conditions and trust me when I say he is so happy and excited to know that soon he can wrap his arms around you and show you the love and compassion you never had on earth.
Again I just cant explain it in words, the glory and beauty you will see and know is so great that you will actually be grateful you went through all you did whether that is sickness and bad health all the way to pain and sadness. any and all your sufferings are merely just one more blessing that he is so excitedly building for you.
So please, take from someone who knows pain and sadness we are all going through this for a reason and the blessings awaiting you are beyond limit. take care and try to be strong for him because the time is coming soon when he will hold you in his arms and never let go
I have been there, as a child I was severely abused starved drugged sexually abused and even treated as a slave. my parents for whatever reasons treated me very harshly, they would make me do horrible things like eat a cockroach if i was hungry or have to drink weird things like my uncles throw up if I was thirsty. Honestly I cant go into deeper details than that because it goes far beyond even that and in all honesty would be very unpleasant to read. even when I was taken away at the age of eight I was put in a family with a loving mother but a bad father, and then wouldnt you know it I got cancer. I got Leukemia a blood cancer and I faced horrible terrible suffering during it things so painful and so bad that it affected my body severely it damaged my brain it took a lot of my white blood cells where I would severely sick and a good chance of death if i even got a cold and well lets just say that I know what pain truly is.
I was cured eventually but my body will always be damaged and I still go through many hardships from it and plus during my cancer treatment I had an allergic reaction to a certain medicine and got diabetes. and then my mom divorced my step dad and we moved to oklahoma but she changed when we did, she no longer was that kind and loving mother I once knew and she is a bad person now but thats not important for this thread so we will skip that.
even today I go through severe pain in my body i get this horrible pain my bones that makes me cry and trust me it takes a whole lot of pain to do that I have so many medical issues and diseases that i have to take many pills and shots and my family is always talking bad about me always looking down on me and i am the only saved person.
I am only telling you all this because I want to make sure you know that I am someone who knows and understands pain and sadness and a horrible life.
yet even with all this I love them all I forgave my family even my abusive original parents long ago and I have hope that one day I will be healed and set free.
But now enough about me now I want to talk about you, Jesus knows your sickness and your pain he knows of all your hardships and suffering he was there when you cried yourself to sleep and was there when you felt all alone and never knew love.
I promise you this- it will all get better, he is going to heal you and mend your broken heart and he is going to show you love that you couldnt imagine love that no person on earth could give you or show you,. Just watch as he cures you and makes you strong as you will become a living testimony of who God is, just wait and see the blessings and treasures in store for you because of all you had to go through watch as you will know peace and the soothing warmth of his arms around you and tells you you have done so well and were so strong.
I cant even begin to explain how proud he is of how you have tried to be strong even in such conditions and trust me when I say he is so happy and excited to know that soon he can wrap his arms around you and show you the love and compassion you never had on earth.
Again I just cant explain it in words, the glory and beauty you will see and know is so great that you will actually be grateful you went through all you did whether that is sickness and bad health all the way to pain and sadness. any and all your sufferings are merely just one more blessing that he is so excitedly building for you.
So please, take from someone who knows pain and sadness we are all going through this for a reason and the blessings awaiting you are beyond limit. take care and try to be strong for him because the time is coming soon when he will hold you in his arms and never let go