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Fifteen years ago I was faced with a emotional valley in my life. My husband divorced me, I felt abandoned by my only child and laid off from my job. I was hurt, scared and felt alone. I had a lot of debt and no job. I had 5 weeks of severance pay from my job and collecting unemployment. I knew when my severance pay ran out, my unemployment would not cover my bills. I was also taking college courses for Medical Billing and was racking up tuition bills that I would need to start paying on a few months later.
I was crying out to God..."I need you" Not only did he Bless me with a great job that I started the following week AFTER receiving my LAST severance check, he also Blessed me with a Technical School to finish my Billing Courses...FREE OF CHARGE...because I was a dislocated worker. God provided me with emotional healing as well as financial support.
During this time I heard many messages from ministers about having a "Intimate Relationship" with God. I didn't quite understand what they meant. I was baptized a Christian and have been a believer of Jesus Christ all my life. It was during the valley is when I was transformed from a "Believer" to a "Intimate Relationship" with God. A Believer believes that God sent his only Begotten Son "Jesus Christ" to die for the forgiveness of sins and give us Eternal life. A "Intimate Relationship" with God means I don't love anything or anyone more than I love God. My love for God surpasses all understanding. There are no words in the human language that can describe God and my Love for him. That would frustrate me not being able to find those words when I spoke to God telling him how I felt about him One day he spoke to my heart and made me realize that God is not of the World, therefore there isn't and never will be a word that can describe him. He is my heart and he knows...
Never thought that aPainful time in my life would become the most Precious. I thank God for that Valley. He has and continues to Bless me everyday. I Love you Father....Amen
I was crying out to God..."I need you" Not only did he Bless me with a great job that I started the following week AFTER receiving my LAST severance check, he also Blessed me with a Technical School to finish my Billing Courses...FREE OF CHARGE...because I was a dislocated worker. God provided me with emotional healing as well as financial support.
During this time I heard many messages from ministers about having a "Intimate Relationship" with God. I didn't quite understand what they meant. I was baptized a Christian and have been a believer of Jesus Christ all my life. It was during the valley is when I was transformed from a "Believer" to a "Intimate Relationship" with God. A Believer believes that God sent his only Begotten Son "Jesus Christ" to die for the forgiveness of sins and give us Eternal life. A "Intimate Relationship" with God means I don't love anything or anyone more than I love God. My love for God surpasses all understanding. There are no words in the human language that can describe God and my Love for him. That would frustrate me not being able to find those words when I spoke to God telling him how I felt about him One day he spoke to my heart and made me realize that God is not of the World, therefore there isn't and never will be a word that can describe him. He is my heart and he knows...
Never thought that aPainful time in my life would become the most Precious. I thank God for that Valley. He has and continues to Bless me everyday. I Love you Father....Amen