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Shadowwolg
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I went travelling this weekend to see family.I got to cuddle with a baby...watch a pretend show and lots of basketball..I enjoyed this weekend..sorta would like more time to cuddle with the little one...I have mixed emotions about this weekend....I am glad it's almost done an I am almost home....bc I am tired..my brain is on overload...but I am also sad bc I do want more cuddle time...I know I have school to finish...but I would like more time with this side of family..but if I live there with them..then I miss the family that I live near now...this is an old struggle.....I have two homes...wish they could be closer together...this 550 miles apart gets old....when it comes to travelling...but I am glad I went..I guess with the stress of this trip..it would make sense that I am tempted...but no...I don't want the depression..the dirtiness feeling....so God help me..you have already won....I want that victory...I claim. That victory that I am not controlled by this temptation..