two miracles in my life...

[preschoolteacher24]

Well ok it started years ago and god keeps showing me he well never leave my side no matter what... I got hit by a car when younger elemntry school by a car speeding in a residential area..well kinda what i mean these streets are super small the fact i was crossing with a school bus and i got hit right in front of my mothers eyes wow that must of been hard for me.. that time my accident was broken leg almost broken arm.. injured head bleedng.. the guy that hit me by what i understand thought i was dead so he did stop too see but then took off..was not fun but i got thru it i was really young.... then fast farward too age of 23 crossing the street at a pedestrian cross walk crossing for hospital patients since i live across from hospital all cars stopped less that car...I have too be honest i was on way too gy mand hang out with bf later someitmes i think it was a sign keep reading and you well know why.. Well anyways i got hit by car it hit me so hard i got knocked out i wake up sitting in middle of street first word i hear is deform for a paramedic i wanted too cry i was like again why me god again is this a lesson or what common... i was really mad.. this accident happened oct 18 recently huge bump on head..broken leg in double bones this time a cast was not enought i need emergency surgery or it can get deformed i kept hearing that..so my family got there .. my bf now ex god knows why visited me next day since we where a long distance relationship if i knew what was gonna happen if i knew it was a sign i would of never crossed that street..so i got surgery i came out of it well.. bf came too see me happiest ever...you would think my bf kept coming too visit me..can you beleive this guy would mostlly call and kept blaming my parents for him not coming when my family more then welcomed him with open arms really... i was like whatever in my mind he would call everyday...but 4 months passed by and he said you know what i was not happy these 4 months you where in bed rest... and that he found someone else..i felt so devastated the man that said he loved me and i loved more then any other guy do this too me..we had talked about married seen lots houses.. met his family he met mine... i could go on and on... but at the end.. he got tired of me when i most needed... him.. i did so many mistakes in this relationship is all i could think...i would not eat a walking zombie... full of anger.. at first.. until i decided too go back too church and said you know what this is enought... iam done crying over a man that does not and well never deserve me...he left me when i most needed him... I'm alive that a miracle..so sure i lost guy i loved most ever but i'm alive for a reason..The fact that this man at end blammed me over wanting marriage when he would always say he wanted too get married and get engaged that he did not beleive in marriage anymore and he said sorry i cant talk too you no more... because if i date someone you would like it really.. i get thrown a side like an old chew toy..i pray everyday god let me forget him.. i cant hate him because hate is close too love.. don't get me wrong, i don't think ill ever love a guy like i loved him ..then again i dont think ill ever trust in a while a man.. lol..

At the end i thank you god for showing me his true colors but most important i thank you god for letting me live once again....

Others day over smaller things i have got hit by a car twice in my life getting seriously injured and still I'm wide alive... so thank you god and god bless... you..

You have a reason for my life... and a place..

So once again thank you god for letting me live again...

 

[twyllaluvsme]

so blessed , you are

 

[shemaiah]

Beautiful testimony. May God bless you. Its amazing how He has kept us through it all.
Love you,
Shemaiah

 

[Ramon]

Well ok it started years ago and god keeps showing me he well never leave my side no matter what... I got hit by a car when younger elemntry school by a car speeding in a residential area..well kinda what i mean these streets are super small the fact i was crossing with a school bus and i got hit right in front of my mothers eyes wow that must of been hard for me.. that time my accident was broken leg almost broken arm.. injured head bleedng.. the guy that hit me by what i understand thought i was dead so he did stop too see but then took off..was not fun but i got thru it i was really young.... then fast farward too age of 23 crossing the street at a pedestrian cross walk crossing for hospital patients since i live across from hospital all cars stopped less that car...I have too be honest i was on way too gy mand hang out with bf later someitmes i think it was a sign keep reading and you well know why.. Well anyways i got hit by car it hit me so hard i got knocked out i wake up sitting in middle of street first word i hear is deform for a paramedic i wanted too cry i was like again why me god again is this a lesson or what common... i was really mad.. this accident happened oct 18 recently huge bump on head..broken leg in double bones this time a cast was not enought i need emergency surgery or it can get deformed i kept hearing that..so my family got there .. my bf now ex god knows why visited me next day since we where a long distance relationship if i knew what was gonna happen if i knew it was a sign i would of never crossed that street..so i got surgery i came out of it well.. bf came too see me happiest ever...you would think my bf kept coming too visit me..can you beleive this guy would mostlly call and kept blaming my parents for him not coming when my family more then welcomed him with open arms really... i was like whatever in my mind he would call everyday...but 4 months passed by and he said you know what i was not happy these 4 months you where in bed rest... and that he found someone else..i felt so devastated the man that said he loved me and i loved more then any other guy do this too me..we had talked about married seen lots houses.. met his family he met mine... i could go on and on... but at the end.. he got tired of me when i most needed... him.. i did so many mistakes in this relationship is all i could think...i would not eat a walking zombie... full of anger.. at first.. until i decided too go back too church and said you know what this is enought... iam done crying over a man that does not and well never deserve me...he left me when i most needed him... I'm alive that a miracle..so sure i lost guy i loved most ever but i'm alive for a reason..The fact that this man at end blammed me over wanting marriage when he would always say he wanted too get married and get engaged that he did not beleive in marriage anymore and he said sorry i cant talk too you no more... because if i date someone you would like it really.. i get thrown a side like an old chew toy..i pray everyday god let me forget him.. i cant hate him because hate is close too love.. don't get me wrong, i don't think ill ever love a guy like i loved him ..then again i dont think ill ever trust in a while a man.. lol..

At the end i thank you god for showing me his true colors but most important i thank you god for letting me live once again....

Others day over smaller things i have got hit by a car twice in my life getting seriously injured and still I'm wide alive... so thank you god and god bless... you..

You have a reason for my life... and a place..

So once again thank you god for letting me live again...

This story sounds so familiar. Hmm. It sort of hurts a little and it confuses me a little too. I have never been in so long a relationship really. But I have certainly experienced that longing for someone I (thought I) loved to return. It makes days darker. But that was so long ago those emotions are maybe deep or gone. But now I am learning about how to have a relationship, because I am in a relationship with Jesus Christ. Jesus looks at us in the spirit and he sees a woman. I know you may think it is strange, yet even for men. And Jesus is the lover of our souls. Now, don't you see why he died? I tell you his love reaches so far that he doesn't even have to touch me, yet I can feel his love. What a beautiful day it will be at the Marriage of the Lamb!! Imagine that sort of love. It is just like your love for that man who spurned you, your love reaches out to him, but he rejects it. It is a terrible thing for Jesus to reach out to us and we reject his love. Do you know how he feels now my friend? Jesus will NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU.

 

[preschoolteacher24]

Wow I had seen trying oto find my testimony and I posted this like a year ago and reading this just made me thank god even more .. It has been a year since my accident this October and on February a year he left me but as much as he hurt me at-least I can smile bigger now which I found soo hard to do back then my life way not be perfect right now but i sure thank god for having me here hey He saved me those two times i had incidents and I'm alive as a women told me not so long ago. This lady was from church Honey your a walking miracle of god keep your eyes open widely open and ears and heart he has a reason for you just don't miss it sweety don;t you miss it he loves you dearly...As all this time has passed I realized I can live without him who i claimed I wouldn't be able too ever too at that moment when i first wrote this it hurt soo much.. I Would wake up every day even after I had posted that post and look at my phone and be like why why did he leave is it true is it a horror movie for me it was but I can finally say I don't do this no more he is my past and I intend too keep it that way. I found out months after breakup lots of stuff I didn't see I was soo blinded I was like in my heart living a horror movie but I'm ok I can finally say I'm ok. .. I mean he was my first real love but no he wasn't you know why well let me tell you I love god and Jesus well never leave me so these are my loves now till a man can actually make me a better me and not a worse me and accept me and reach out to god too find me I rather be like this .... THANK YOU GOD FOR SAVING ME A YEAR AGO ...