So I've grown up in the church, my father is a missionary evangelist and powerful man of God. My mother is his spiritual backing as an intercessor, the power of God has been evident throughout my whole life. I myself have done works for the kingdom, starting young within a children's prayer team. Later, in my teen years God moved through me as a worship leader for my youth group and when I graduated highs school and turned 18 I became a youth leader as well.
Like any young man, I had problems in lust and acting on my lust through my thoughts and actions with myself. Growing up with the members of a youth group obviously I would find a few members of the opposite sex attractive within it. My thoughts were not always pure and I would indulge in those thoughts and feelings causing me to sin.
As a man of 18, seeing a 16 year old girl that you have been attracted to for several years already and having those same lustful thoughts towards her as you did when you were 16 and her 14 is easy to justify when you're allowing yourself to have lust in your heart already. The devil is so smooth and cunning in the way he leads us to believe one sin is "Not that bad".
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Like any young man, I had problems in lust and acting on my lust through my thoughts and actions with myself. Growing up with the members of a youth group obviously I would find a few members of the opposite sex attractive within it. My thoughts were not always pure and I would indulge in those thoughts and feelings causing me to sin.
As a man of 18, seeing a 16 year old girl that you have been attracted to for several years already and having those same lustful thoughts towards her as you did when you were 16 and her 14 is easy to justify when you're allowing yourself to have lust in your heart already. The devil is so smooth and cunning in the way he leads us to believe one sin is "Not that bad".
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