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I pray for my future husband on a very regular basis. I pray that God will guide him and that he will continue to turn to God for everything. I also pray for myself, that God will mold me and change me to a woman that can accept whatever man He brings me. God can easily change hearts. Don't hate yourself for your past or fear that your future spouse will not accept you as you are. The are not sent from God if they cannot accept you as you are.