@ Lyta
1) I had 3 guns. One was a derringer, of 2 shots... but that´s over. Unarmed now!
2) "...wasn't it like eating your pets?? ..." Yes! That´s what I felt. NO more pets to eat. It like having chikens or hens to kill tham later. I don´t do that, although I have killed a couple. When I was maried, Joshua wanted a tint chick. That one grew and we lived in the city. Certain day my ex-wife asked me to kill it and, at that moment, I remembered those horror movies I once had seen... I cut it neck and left its body on the floor to let the blood went out. It body started to jump, like a frog, and I was amazed (never saw that before). I had it head on my hand and trow it away, because I was in panic, calling my ex-wife to see what I was seen.
When I calmed down, few minutes, I went to pick the head (for a soup) and the animal moved and showed its tongue... I said what? It seem so satanic, but I learnt the lesson: If I had prayed those things were not happened. Of course, I kept Joshua away to avoid seeing me killing an animal. I never permitted him to see a person dying and never permited him to go to a funeral.
3) The boa? I founded her out in front of the place where I live, almost a rain forest. I put her in a safe place and showed my children each time I visit them. I took her out just for forced feeding. She seldom eat a living mouse or a thing I could find for her, but I decided she need to live her own life, so I left her in my back yard.
4) The Mapanare? No! Too risky for me. I found her when burning some bushes while cleaning my back yard. The only one I ever touch was in 1988, in La Gran Sabana. I don´t have plans to touch any of these. If they break any one of it thongs, they have another which grows QUICKLY in few hours to kill whatever thing they get. Boas, on the contrary, have teeth like a saw and, when they bite, they need to pull to tear the skin out so, you have some seconds to spare your flesh from any infection...
5) That cat was mine, but I let her go (she needed a home) (and I miss her, a bit)
6) Ha! Ha! poisonous snakes? No! I spent 3 months in a PEMON community, but I am not like that. I´m not deeply concerned on that (now) it is like that cat you saw: She needed simply things I don´t have so, how come would I pretend to have such a person?
That cat came this year to teach me that lesson. That´s why I use this signature now: "(...) I rather starve for the attention (or love) I missed when not having anything worth to pay for both things to get all. "
1) I had 3 guns. One was a derringer, of 2 shots... but that´s over. Unarmed now!
2) "...wasn't it like eating your pets?? ..." Yes! That´s what I felt. NO more pets to eat. It like having chikens or hens to kill tham later. I don´t do that, although I have killed a couple. When I was maried, Joshua wanted a tint chick. That one grew and we lived in the city. Certain day my ex-wife asked me to kill it and, at that moment, I remembered those horror movies I once had seen... I cut it neck and left its body on the floor to let the blood went out. It body started to jump, like a frog, and I was amazed (never saw that before). I had it head on my hand and trow it away, because I was in panic, calling my ex-wife to see what I was seen.
When I calmed down, few minutes, I went to pick the head (for a soup) and the animal moved and showed its tongue... I said what? It seem so satanic, but I learnt the lesson: If I had prayed those things were not happened. Of course, I kept Joshua away to avoid seeing me killing an animal. I never permitted him to see a person dying and never permited him to go to a funeral.
3) The boa? I founded her out in front of the place where I live, almost a rain forest. I put her in a safe place and showed my children each time I visit them. I took her out just for forced feeding. She seldom eat a living mouse or a thing I could find for her, but I decided she need to live her own life, so I left her in my back yard.
4) The Mapanare? No! Too risky for me. I found her when burning some bushes while cleaning my back yard. The only one I ever touch was in 1988, in La Gran Sabana. I don´t have plans to touch any of these. If they break any one of it thongs, they have another which grows QUICKLY in few hours to kill whatever thing they get. Boas, on the contrary, have teeth like a saw and, when they bite, they need to pull to tear the skin out so, you have some seconds to spare your flesh from any infection...
5) That cat was mine, but I let her go (she needed a home) (and I miss her, a bit)
6) Ha! Ha! poisonous snakes? No! I spent 3 months in a PEMON community, but I am not like that. I´m not deeply concerned on that (now) it is like that cat you saw: She needed simply things I don´t have so, how come would I pretend to have such a person?
That cat came this year to teach me that lesson. That´s why I use this signature now: "(...) I rather starve for the attention (or love) I missed when not having anything worth to pay for both things to get all. "
