at,
when I was in my twenties, after having two babies, and them still such little ones, I was 'gang-raped'
by several young men in their late teens and early twenties - in a setting that was pristine and seemed
totally safe....
what I did, AFTER, was immediately go into a 'scenario of my own' and actually created a separate 'reality'
in order to survive and KEEP MY SANITY....
I will just say this to you, I have forgiven my tormentors and given that part of my life over to God,
and only one thing can come from this action, TOTALY FREEDOM...... -
I totally understand, that when we are violated, particularly in a 'sexual-manner', that it can have
repercussions for years on end, BUT, we must NEVER BLAME ourselves, and we WILL eventually be
given the ways and means to forgive our abusers....
else, we will live in bitterness and fear, always without hope,
but,
fear not, because, in Christ's Time, He WILL SET YOU FREE, from the devastating effect of a
'fallen and perverted world'.....