This is it, no doubt about it- this is a new beginning in my walk with the lord. I have reached a point in my spiritual life where i want to dig deeper, I want to have solid spiritual food. my heart feels funny, i can only explain it like god had pierced my heart with himself, it literally feels like my heart is beating for him with a blade of love still inside it. i don't understand what is going on and i don't even know what to call it, i only know it is so amazing. I can feel my heart beating as i put my hand on it and as it beats it's almost like it is actually alive and it is crying out in love to god. know how cheesy this sounds but it's true I really do not know what is happening to me what does it mean and why do i suddenly love the lord like someone who sees (The one) and skips a heart beat ?