I like your honesty! Congrats!
I understand what you have said and, in fact, you
yourself have given a clue to sort it out:
a) Write down an scheme of what you want to say
b) Check those points you want to address the readers or listeners
c) Look inside if you have clarified your ideas and FEELINGS on those things you have liked to write or SPEAK: You cannot talk well on thing
you haven´t talked to yourself first.
Remember writing is GIVING INFORMATION. Talking is giving information and receiving it from others, so you have to consider the way you want TO COMMUNICATE. Is it in a written form? So you write THE WAY YOU NOW DID and WE COMMONICATE ideas (and talked). Are you talking to people, without expecting reactions, their giving of a small or a big response? That´s rehearsing, talking in public, same way a man/woman preaches (or reads) any message.
A couple of years ago, I tried STREET PREACHING, That gave me a better lesson than talking in high school or a the university... Why don´t you
try giving a preach in a public street?
