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Some background here: I've been unwelll and have been advised to cope with the dark thoughts by doing things I enjoy (as well as therapy techniques). Well one thing I do enjoy and I find helps me cope is reading. I read all sorts of things but nothing dodgy. Only wholesome stuff which takes me out of myself. I have mobility isssues as well as mental health and am in pain a lot so reading is something I can do. At least when the mental stuff hasn't got to point where I can't focus. So anyway the other day I thought God told me not to read anything (other than Bible) for a whiles. I can't do it. I keep relapsing and igving in. So what would happen if I tiold God I couldn't yet obey Him om this issue and could I shelve it until I'm feeling stronger? Would He be angry? Would I lose relationship with Him?