when trustin is hard

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ive been goin through some struggles for the past 2 years or so...on and off..the past year has been especially diffficult and i have been praying ...i was studying and workin , doin a course which i had wanted and struggled to get into and which i believe God gave me..wen these problems came i went into a kind of depression and almost dropped out of the course...Bt God saw me through and gave me strength to get up each day and do wat i had to...i started feelin better, even happy...bt stil i had this thought tat yes God will help me to do wat needs to be done, help me get thru each day, bt does He really care about wats happenin inside my heart, about wat ive been praying about..? does He hear tat part of my prayer?

i was strugglin with tat issue, but past 3 months have been gud and I was feeling closer to God, not distant lik before and was jus beginning to trust Him like i did in the past..N there came along an opportunity where i thot God was really gonna show me how much He loved me, irrespective of my abilities ....It wud have been nice if God had done just that...I know my faith in Him wud have increased and i wud still trust Him in difficult times...
But instead of a blessing He has sent me another test...I felt that God had chosen not to bless me..

wen someone is already struggling,and is jus starting to heal, a new blow really hurts..

i know ill move on, will keep reading bible, praying....because there is no other option...Bt i really don know if God loves me much and if i can truly love and trust Him....I know died for me and Im always very thankful for that bt i had jus prayed for a break in my life( atleast one of the two things tat i needed and had been praying for, and been waiting a while),,and jus the same day i prayed for the break came my blow...
i jus want someone to understand and pray for me...for my faith and understanding of God
 
Sister, God loves you beyond what we can comprehend, yet sometimes when we go through struggles we lose sight of most of His awesome love. No matter what you go through, know two things, He has a perfect plan for you so just surrender to His will and watch Him work also know that of every storm or burden that comes, He WILL see you through because He promised that to us. God never lets go of anyone who truly gives him/herself to Him, it is our assurance. God bless
 
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