When did you first accept Jesus and declare yourself a Christian and what led you to that decision?
Why do you believe in God?
Just curious to hear your thoughts
Why do you believe in God?
Just curious to hear your thoughts
When did you first accept Jesus and declare yourself a Christian Early in 1993.When did you first accept Jesus and declare yourself a Christian and what led you to that decision?
Why do you believe in God?
Just curious to hear your thoughts![]()
I can't really say specifically as to why I would believe. Matter of fact, I still struggle on making up my mind and wondering what it is that I need to do and if the God that I hope for truly exists. Leap of faith, to a certain extent at least, does take part. The difference of how we define our faith is whether or not we invest the time to see every side of the dice when it comes to such possibilities and eventually making up our minds (free will). We don't have to remain ignorant unless we decide to.
As it may be known by now, yes I did grow up under the Catholic faith. While doing so, I never really had full concept as to why we would do the tasks we would do and what it would achieve for us. As time went on and doing what the church as well as religion class told us to do, I thought that by the time I made my confirmation that there was one thing in my life that I've done right to even obtain that and that it had us repairing what ever may have been broken for God. It didn't help that at home as well as the majority of the people I grew up around that were practicing Catholics weren't that great of an influence let alone even wear that title on their sleeve and take it off once they stepped out of church.
I have stepped away from it while I was in the middle of high school without putting much thought since that event and felt like everything around me was proving what I have learned was false. It wasn't easy since I questioned if there was a God and questioning everything around me but desperately wanting something to hold onto. I've participated in things that Christians say are satanic though I didn't know it was that bad at the time and wondered why they said it was and for that I think was the reason why I never turned to atheism since it would disprove that the atheistic belief of this life being it and we're done.
Fast forward to this day and age... I can't say much has changed but after trying to find something that everything that I tried still wasn't working for me. I have learned how cruel this world is let alone know the pain of rejection in of itself but still lacking answers. Anxiety over anything that lead to disappointment also started to drain me. As far as holding onto this as some crutch to try making my mind a bit more at ease, I'm not sure but I won't deny if that is the case. I just want answers. I believe I wouldn't be alive if I never sought as far as I have. There's so much I could say but I'm taking enough space as it is.
I can't really say specifically as to why I would believe. Matter of fact, I still struggle on making up my mind and wondering what it is that I need to do and if the God that I hope for truly exists. Leap of faith, to a certain extent at least, does take part. The difference of how we define our faith is whether or not we invest the time to see every side of the dice when it comes to such possibilities and eventually making up our minds (free will). We don't have to remain ignorant unless we decide to.
As it may be known by now, yes I did grow up under the Catholic faith. While doing so, I never really had full concept as to why we would do the tasks we would do and what it would achieve for us. As time went on and doing what the church as well as religion class told us to do, I thought that by the time I made my confirmation that there was one thing in my life that I've done right to even obtain that and that it had us repairing what ever may have been broken for God. It didn't help that at home as well as the majority of the people I grew up around that were practicing Catholics weren't that great of an influence let alone even wear that title on their sleeve and take it off once they stepped out of church.
I have stepped away from it while I was in the middle of high school without putting much thought since that event and felt like everything around me was proving what I have learned was false. It wasn't easy since I questioned if there was a God and questioning everything around me but desperately wanting something to hold onto. I've participated in things that Christians say are satanic though I didn't know it was that bad at the time and wondered why they said it was and for that I think was the reason why I never turned to atheism since it would disprove that the atheistic belief of this life being it and we're done.
Fast forward to this day and age... I can't say much has changed but after trying to find something that everything that I tried still wasn't working for me. I have learned how cruel this world is let alone know the pain of rejection in of itself but still lacking answers. Anxiety over anything that lead to disappointment also started to drain me. As far as holding onto this as some crutch to try making my mind a bit more at ease, I'm not sure but I won't deny if that is the case. I just want answers. I believe I wouldn't be alive if I never sought as far as I have. There's so much I could say but I'm taking enough space as it is.