WHY? My world crashed and I ran,
Trying to hide from the pain.
Tryingto hide from you.SO WHY??
Why did you remain there at the door?Waiting for me, why?
I don’t understand.
Still Tentatively I let you in
Blocking off rooms filled
With hurt.Telling you that
I was alright.
Yet you began to change me
To open the doors
And windows
Airing out the hurt.
You stopped when I asked
And could take no more,
You stopped and comforted me.
You held me close.
I have festering wounds
They burn and sting.
Producing puss,
I cover them,
Hiding them from all,
All but you,
Slowly holding me close
You removed the coverings
And cleared away the puss
Exposing the long open wounds
The flesh rotting away from
Long held neglect,
You began to restore my soul,
The pain dulls as I cry to you all
That I have held on to,
I yell and scream riding myself
Of all the hate and pain
And let you refill me
With the will to live
I see now why you stayed
You stayed to save me
From myself. Thank You!
For loving me when no one
Else did when not even
I could love me.
I understand more now
Though there is still so much I don’t.
I know now that you will lead me,
And that in time I will understand.
So, Thank you for it all!!
If you are interested in reading more I post my poems and stories here Riku - Mibba I hope you enjoyed reading it. I write to express myself where I haven't been able to in everyday situations.
Trying to hide from the pain.
Tryingto hide from you.SO WHY??
Why did you remain there at the door?Waiting for me, why?
I don’t understand.
Still Tentatively I let you in
Blocking off rooms filled
With hurt.Telling you that
I was alright.
Yet you began to change me
To open the doors
And windows
Airing out the hurt.
You stopped when I asked
And could take no more,
You stopped and comforted me.
You held me close.
I have festering wounds
They burn and sting.
Producing puss,
I cover them,
Hiding them from all,
All but you,
Slowly holding me close
You removed the coverings
And cleared away the puss
Exposing the long open wounds
The flesh rotting away from
Long held neglect,
You began to restore my soul,
The pain dulls as I cry to you all
That I have held on to,
I yell and scream riding myself
Of all the hate and pain
And let you refill me
With the will to live
I see now why you stayed
You stayed to save me
From myself. Thank You!
For loving me when no one
Else did when not even
I could love me.
I understand more now
Though there is still so much I don’t.
I know now that you will lead me,
And that in time I will understand.
So, Thank you for it all!!
If you are interested in reading more I post my poems and stories here Riku - Mibba I hope you enjoyed reading it. I write to express myself where I haven't been able to in everyday situations.