merallo,God is faithful and true,trust in Him and you will nevr go wrong,look at Abraham and Sarah,they lost hope but God came through for them.Depression is of the devil,bind it up in Jesus' name,claim what you want but make sure he is not already married and seek Gods guidence in this,He alone knows what is right and perfect for your life,no one else,also read His word,pray and fast,get closer to Him an He will give y the desires ofyour heart.The bible says,"seek ye first the kingdom of God and His righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.God bless and keep you is my prayer,AMEN