Oh for peets sake. Just let me be who i want to be... I was a child of god. I got lost because of depression. Because of an alcoholic father doing thing to my. A sister who i thought never loved me. Death of so many loved ones. Guys who took advantage of me. Im not gonna explain my perception of when i was saved... And how and where and why. The most important thing for me right now is to get saved again. Getting the support i need. You dont deserve my explanation because my relationship with MY HEAVENLY FATHER is between me and Him. So forgive me for trying to fit in here. Because i clearly dont. But that doest mean i wil stop trying. So i wil end with this. I respect your opinion and i dont judge anything you have to say think or feel. Good night to all. Let go and let GOD!
Honey read my threads. I've had depression for probably even longer than you've been alive.