The book of Acts says its not easy to follow Christ.
You need the light of the HOLY Spirit to lead, in a darkened spitfull, revengefull, place where principalities, wickedness, try to rule.
It is not heavely rather more like hell,where you sense no love.
Where do you put God's words.
Your head could over power with Theology
Your hands could over power the Spirit with
Temper, and the heart could be in Turmoil.
To be crucified with Christ means your dead to your old self nature, it's not the old you, attitudes and flesh controls you, more than the Holy Spirit within you, you need to grow up, from temper tantrums, baby stuff. My Lord said you shall know them by their fruits.
Let your fruit righteous fruit remain, and you shall ask what you will and it shall be given unto you, it says. You not only stink being rotten to the core from evil fruit but think same.
{Thy word have I hide in my heart} bible verse.
God would never give a wife who he says is a gift from the Lord to belittle,abuse.
Read the words, Husbands love your wives even as Christ loved the Church or us, and gave himself for her.
Fear is insecurity, and also is an evil fruit, causing terror and intimidation to others is evil.
God's perfect Love casts out fear.
Some just want self to rule.
Pride comes before a fall.
bible verses.
If you sin you are separated from God.
Repentance calls you to duty.
It's not being ankle deep in the word.There will be no victory.
Go deeper
Deep calls to deep.
God 's love is very deep.