I can't recall when I've ever disagreed with DesertRose on anything.
I usually understand you too. Although I sometimes agree with you and further expand a thought and you think I'm disagreeing, which is trippy.
The obedience of faith has been a struggle for me. No sooner did I meet Him almost, when it started. The first thing I remember was the whole idea of only collecting enough for the day and not storing up treasure on earth. Our entire system is against this. Our entire system tells me I'll be eating catfood in my old age if I don't diligently store up treasure on earth. Yet He says to not worry about these things as unbelievers do, to trust that God will feed me, to be content if I have enough to eat and to not take care for tomorrow.
It's immediately obvious the our entire system works in direct opposition to all of that. And that to follow Him and believe Him, I have to give that all up as a delusion. I mean that's the only choice. What the world says and teaches and preaches or what He says. I can either choose to have the obedience of faith in Him and what He says or in the world and what it says.
And I see that He put the same choice before Israel in the dessert. And I see that they failed. He said collect only enough for the day, which plainly correlates with: don't store up treasure on earth. I can almost hear the echoes of our own arguments way back then -
He didn't mean it literally, if you take Him literally and He doesn't drop food out of the sky tomorrow or the next day, and you haven't collected more than enough for the day, don't come crying to me when you and your children are starving because of your stupidity, He didn't say to leave your brain at the door of the tent of meeting, your of no earthly good because you take what He says too literally...
It's like nothing has changed too much.
And the obedience of faith is a struggle because the whole world and it's system and way presses against you when you struggle in faith in what He has said. And even your own mind struggles and strives against this faith, this trust. And everyday, you have to make the choice - what He said or what the world says.
And once you make it through the struggle of faith in that area, another struggle of the obedience of faith comes over Him saying He will never abandon you or leave you. Yet He seems to go silent and you can't seem to find Him and you become very thirsty for Him. He seems to be ignoring you. And you see the correlation with Israel in the desert. It says He allowed them to become very, very thirsty in the desert and it gives the reason as this: to see what they would do. Would they have the obedience of faith despite it appearing like He'd abandoned them and was going to let them die of thirst, or would they lose their trust?
And once you get into the obedience of faith and realize He's growing your character and endurance and the obedience of faith by what you are suffering, the next test of faith comes on another point or promise from Him.