Oh my friend, My heart bleeds with you.... Earl give him to the Lord.... If I may share one thing with you....
Remember Saul/Paul... He was far worse than your son. Saul killed the righteouss people. The ones In Christ... And then one day... Saul was on his way to Damascus.... Suddenly there was a light upon Saul and he fell to the ground and he heard...Saul Saul why persecutest thou ME?....
Earl two things for you in this Scripture.... ONE: Jesus did not say ...Why persecutest thou MY PEOPLE... nope.. HE SAID ME...Do you see how ONE WITH JESUS the BELIEVERS ARE....
And TWO: If God selcted this KILLER OF JESUS, to be a vessel FOR HIS GOSPEL AND WILL, emagine how easy it is for the Lord to turn your Son around....
My friend I TRUST GOD. Not my prayer, God. If God can turn Saul the killer to be Paul the Apostle, then God can make a 20 yearold American, a Chritian in no time... I am so amazed that it is me typing this... One of the worst ANTI-GOD people I knew... WOW! I used to be your boy! I was my mothers worst headache for 38 and a half years... My wife prayed for my salvation 16 years... My co-workers at Iscor said it is a miricle... Cobus is now a Christian. I was known as one of the most RADICAL convertions in the church circles... whatever that means...
All I know is... God will call your boy, GOD CALL MANY, and when God calls, it is pure HEAVEN.. may your boy be called, and may he rush to his father, for confession.... My eldest daughter did, and I praise God HE is now busy with HER SCHOLARSHIP with Him... May God unlock the Word for her. May He call your son and my second daughter, and may we be as Psalm one says.... May both yuo and I be succesfull in ALL we do... Even raise Holy Children for God....
I am with you my friend. I have 4 children.... Daughter 25, Daughter 23 Son 13 and Daughter 9. The first two grew up with a 100% sinner... non-believer. The second two with a dad seeking God, and trying to endure to the end.. May God's will be done in my house.... AMEN!