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Carried To the Table
lyrics by: Leeland
Wounded and forsaken
I was shattered by the fall
Broken and forgotten
Feeling lost and all alone
Summoned by the King
Into the Master's courts
Lifted by the Savior
And cradled in His arms
I was carried to the table
Seated where I don't belong
Carried to the table
Swept away by His love
And I don't see my brokenness anymore
When I'm seated at the table of the Lord
I'm carried to the table
The table of the Lord
Fighting thoughts of fear
And wondering why He called my name
Am I good enough to share this cup
This world has left me lame
Even in my weakness
The Savior called my name
In His Holy presence
I'm healed and unashamed
You carried me, my God
You carried me
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Deception wins fools.
if you think you must fool
someone then they are not
love to you,
but only a fool in your eyes.
...the love for them was never there.
i quit this pointlessness.
Gave it to God to deal with.
Oh well, on to happier times,
something better is waiting for me
out there.
if you think you must fool
someone then they are not
love to you,
but only a fool in your eyes.
...the love for them was never there.
i quit this pointlessness.
Gave it to God to deal with.
Oh well, on to happier times,
something better is waiting for me
out there.
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I gave up on you ever
admitting you know me.
You can stay ashamed of me.
The truth comes out on its own.
at least you couldn't fool me entirely.
when Jesus returns for his church
he promised to let everyone know,
he knew my name.
Probably because he knew you would
Never admit you knew me.
Now ain't that a shame..
admitting you know me.
You can stay ashamed of me.
The truth comes out on its own.
at least you couldn't fool me entirely.
when Jesus returns for his church
he promised to let everyone know,
he knew my name.
Probably because he knew you would
Never admit you knew me.
Now ain't that a shame..
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(I should rephrase that he knows my name, and he won't forget it, Jesus won't let me go, I won't let him go)
He knows my name
lyrics by: Tommy Walker
I have a Maker
He Formed My Heart
before even time began
my life was in his hands
He knows my name
he knows my every thought
he sees each tear that falls
and hears me when I call
I have a father
he calls me his own
he'll never leave me
no matter where I go
He knows my name
he knows my every thought
he sees each tear that falls
and hears me when I call
He knows my name
lyrics by: Tommy Walker
I have a Maker
He Formed My Heart
before even time began
my life was in his hands
He knows my name
he knows my every thought
he sees each tear that falls
and hears me when I call
I have a father
he calls me his own
he'll never leave me
no matter where I go
He knows my name
he knows my every thought
he sees each tear that falls
and hears me when I call
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Silence
by: Lowanla (me)
Silence makes me disappear.
to be forgotten a greater fear.
to be silent is to be as dead.
But maybe silence is my truest friend.
In the catacombs nor tombs
can no greater air resume.
In my silence I shall disappear
When you brush I will refuse to hear.
In my silence you win,
my mind has gone stretched pure and thin,
my heart confused rotted cold.
my spirit broken and no more bold.
Into silence will I journey,
smother my crying spirit in the quiet
will I bury.
Using me, fooling me, shame of me,
hiding me,
I'm the other woman,
these are killing me.
That's what you are doing to me.
if you loved me you would have see that.
but maybe that's what you want.
My silence which is my death.
by: Lowanla (me)
Silence makes me disappear.
to be forgotten a greater fear.
to be silent is to be as dead.
But maybe silence is my truest friend.
In the catacombs nor tombs
can no greater air resume.
In my silence I shall disappear
When you brush I will refuse to hear.
In my silence you win,
my mind has gone stretched pure and thin,
my heart confused rotted cold.
my spirit broken and no more bold.
Into silence will I journey,
smother my crying spirit in the quiet
will I bury.
Using me, fooling me, shame of me,
hiding me,
I'm the other woman,
these are killing me.
That's what you are doing to me.
if you loved me you would have see that.
but maybe that's what you want.
My silence which is my death.
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nobody is going to be good enough for you.
because you are so afraid someone will be after your money,
or the fact that you are somebody.
you are so insecure that they will just use you,
But people are just people, they will fail you,
i tried to love you, and I failed because I am not love.
i am not a good substitute for love.
Jesus won't fail you... He can't, he never fails,
He won't leave you, nor let you go.
he's the one you should be after.
I keep trying to tell you that.
because you can't be yourself with me.
thats who I wanted in the first place.
Just you.
I just wanted you.
not somebody else.
what is so wrong with that?
does that really make me shallow?
money hungry, or somebody?
To just wanted you,
not someone else.
If you can't be you
then i can't be with you.
because you are so afraid someone will be after your money,
or the fact that you are somebody.
you are so insecure that they will just use you,
But people are just people, they will fail you,
i tried to love you, and I failed because I am not love.
i am not a good substitute for love.
Jesus won't fail you... He can't, he never fails,
He won't leave you, nor let you go.
he's the one you should be after.
I keep trying to tell you that.
because you can't be yourself with me.
thats who I wanted in the first place.
Just you.
I just wanted you.
not somebody else.
what is so wrong with that?
does that really make me shallow?
money hungry, or somebody?
To just wanted you,
not someone else.
If you can't be you
then i can't be with you.
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well you must think me stupid
for traveling the road less traveled.
thinking you got some kind of power over me.
You've done everything to hurt me,
To make me feel like I have no God,
but you failed.
for
there is one thing that can't be broken,
and that my belief.
What you call Naive,
it's just my faith.
Now watch him do mighty things
for me.
It's God's love for me,
and I'm still holding on.
you may destroy
tear my heart up
try to disprove everything.
yet though you seem real
Gods love is more to me.
I don't know how to be free
all I know is
Gods love for me.
thats what I hold onto.
Even when I can't see.
i will believe in my fathers love for me.
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Nothing can separate me from Gods love,
his love never fails
Your love Never fails
lyrics by: Chris McClarney, Anthony Skinner
Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails
I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails
The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails
You make, all things, work together for my good.
his love never fails
Your love Never fails
lyrics by: Chris McClarney, Anthony Skinner
Nothing can separate
Even if I ran away
Your love never fails
I know I still make mistakes
But You have new mercies for me everyday
Your love never fails
You stay the same through the ages
Your love never changes
There may be pain in the night but joy comes in the morning
And when the oceans rage
I don't have to be afraid
Because I know that You love me
Your love never fails
The wind is strong and the water's deep
But I'm not alone in these open seas
Cause Your love never fails
The chasm is far too wide
I never thought I'd reach the other side
But Your love never fails
You make, all things, work together for my good.
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Congratulations.
i wish you a good and happy life.
with the person you will be completely faithful to.
i will not fight for you,
its completely over.
I will never forget this
what you done to me.
i will never forget it ever.
dont ever come back.
i don't love you,
and I will never give you another chance.
just stay away from me.
I'm good without you.
Have a good life.
just do me a favor and leave
me alone for good.
thats all.
and with that,
this pointless thread is over...
and I am finally free.
i wish you a good and happy life.
with the person you will be completely faithful to.
i will not fight for you,
its completely over.
I will never forget this
what you done to me.
i will never forget it ever.
dont ever come back.
i don't love you,
and I will never give you another chance.
just stay away from me.
I'm good without you.
Have a good life.
just do me a favor and leave
me alone for good.
thats all.
and with that,
this pointless thread is over...
and I am finally free.
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Six to Seven Years
by: Lowanla (me)
Like a snake to a mouse in the night
Seductively leading me on for the kill
biting down hard but there is no pain that I could feel.
It's been cycling through dreams and nightmares
like this for six to seven years.
It's another day, I didn't die, haha..sorry to disappoint..
I know you hated me since the beginning,
leading me on with the fake. "I love yous'."
Believing you..? there really was no point.
I can see why you hate me so much.
It's probably because Gods love wouldn't let go of me,
you see, he holds on much tighter than you.
He sees and knows everything too.
You say you loved me but all I can see were ALL the women
you have ever used.
Every heart you shattered, every soul you have ever abused.
I waited six to seven years for you, WAITED faithfully!
..because I believed every rotten lie you told me.
i just assumed you would never hurt me.
i was wrong.
but in that time i waited for you I died, and
was a new creation brought forth to life.
Every day you bit down it didn't hurt me because of my protection,
but it murdered my heart for you, (my trust)
For you see the nice naive girl I use to be the one who believed in you..
you killed her in me..
So now you get to meet - me.
the person with the mind of a serpent.
the person with the touch of a dove.
The person who is numb to you,
the person you betrayed,
The person who feels no love,
The person that Every lie you tell is disgusted and only hears the truth.
The person who won't be fooled,
the person who knows
what you are really up to...
by: Lowanla (me)
Like a snake to a mouse in the night
Seductively leading me on for the kill
biting down hard but there is no pain that I could feel.
It's been cycling through dreams and nightmares
like this for six to seven years.
It's another day, I didn't die, haha..sorry to disappoint..
I know you hated me since the beginning,
leading me on with the fake. "I love yous'."
Believing you..? there really was no point.
I can see why you hate me so much.
It's probably because Gods love wouldn't let go of me,
you see, he holds on much tighter than you.
He sees and knows everything too.
You say you loved me but all I can see were ALL the women
you have ever used.
Every heart you shattered, every soul you have ever abused.
I waited six to seven years for you, WAITED faithfully!
..because I believed every rotten lie you told me.
i just assumed you would never hurt me.
i was wrong.
but in that time i waited for you I died, and
was a new creation brought forth to life.
Every day you bit down it didn't hurt me because of my protection,
but it murdered my heart for you, (my trust)
For you see the nice naive girl I use to be the one who believed in you..
you killed her in me..
So now you get to meet - me.
the person with the mind of a serpent.
the person with the touch of a dove.
The person who is numb to you,
the person you betrayed,
The person who feels no love,
The person that Every lie you tell is disgusted and only hears the truth.
The person who won't be fooled,
the person who knows
what you are really up to...
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You can either take it or leave it on the table.
i said a lot of hurtful cruel things to you,
and the truth is my accusations might not even be true.
i acted rash quickly choosing to believe the bad,
even when it's not true.
because I don't know what's true..
i don't know anything.
It's because I'm a horrible person,
with a capital B.
with a short fuse,
and I'm insecure,
why would you ever love me..?
Why would you choose me?
why would you want to stay with me?
Maybe you don't want an explanation..
for my outburst of anger.
But it's been a long time.
All this wondering makes me anxious
like you could just be toying with my heart.
...I don't want to play games.
I don't understand why
you aren't here...maybe I kind of do
..but still
I forgive you, for all these things,
l'm constantly getting angry over.
I am petty and I get jealous..
and those are wrong..
i only hope you can forgive me..
One day.
for my insecurities, my lack of faith,
and for not trying, or fighting.
Or treating you like you don't matter,
Or just loving you for you.
i wish I could see you.
even if you hate me,
And you have the right not to believe
a word I say..my word is no good anymore..
im sorry, I acted stupid,
for how I treat you.
for not acting like an adult..
for not being understanding.
for calling you names.
i have a lot more to say...
but I don't know what else to say without rambling on..
I think I'll stop here..
i said a lot of hurtful cruel things to you,
and the truth is my accusations might not even be true.
i acted rash quickly choosing to believe the bad,
even when it's not true.
because I don't know what's true..
i don't know anything.
It's because I'm a horrible person,
with a capital B.
with a short fuse,
and I'm insecure,
why would you ever love me..?
Why would you choose me?
why would you want to stay with me?
Maybe you don't want an explanation..
for my outburst of anger.
But it's been a long time.
All this wondering makes me anxious
like you could just be toying with my heart.
...I don't want to play games.
I don't understand why
you aren't here...maybe I kind of do
..but still
I forgive you, for all these things,
l'm constantly getting angry over.
I am petty and I get jealous..
and those are wrong..
i only hope you can forgive me..
One day.
for my insecurities, my lack of faith,
and for not trying, or fighting.
Or treating you like you don't matter,
Or just loving you for you.
i wish I could see you.
even if you hate me,
And you have the right not to believe
a word I say..my word is no good anymore..
im sorry, I acted stupid,
for how I treat you.
for not acting like an adult..
for not being understanding.
for calling you names.
i have a lot more to say...
but I don't know what else to say without rambling on..
I think I'll stop here..
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My Wedding Dress
A reminder for myself.
I always see myself in a wedding dress,
when God speaks to me,
so even though I may not be ready for it now.
i know it's Gods faithful promise just for me.
To wait for something better.
Even though I can't see.
Been fighting away the fakes the counterfeits,
the ones who were never meant to be.
Even though it's painful, and it's hard to be alone
waiting, I now know there is some guy out there just for me.
A reminder for myself.
I always see myself in a wedding dress,
when God speaks to me,
so even though I may not be ready for it now.
i know it's Gods faithful promise just for me.
To wait for something better.
Even though I can't see.
Been fighting away the fakes the counterfeits,
the ones who were never meant to be.
Even though it's painful, and it's hard to be alone
waiting, I now know there is some guy out there just for me.
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For my dream guy,
I don't know what you want me to say...
I am fairly certain you've moved on,
and if you haven't, even if I tried to repair things
you would only reply with vicious hatred for me.
its best I say nothing at all
When I try to love you you push me away
or you play games with my mind,
you want me to compete or put me through some tests,
To prove my love to you,
but you can't do that to me.
If you want me, you are just going to
have to believe me.
i don't know what else to tell you.
When I try to break it off and end things you act like
you don't know why.
It is wrong!
You don't treat someone you love this way!
i fell in love with you because you were my dream.
You have to understand that this is really really ...Really hard for me.
you need to understand that it is wrong to treat me
this way..
because all of this poetry was for you.
There really was no other guy but you.
you were "my guy"
(minus the Christian stuff I said for God)
I'm sorry but I can only accept the person I dream about,
as the person you have been,
even if that seems impossible to you.
i would rather wait for my dream than anyone else.
I can't say anything more because it is too real
to me, and it hurts so much.
You will never know.
I don't know what you want me to say...
I am fairly certain you've moved on,
and if you haven't, even if I tried to repair things
you would only reply with vicious hatred for me.
its best I say nothing at all
When I try to love you you push me away
or you play games with my mind,
you want me to compete or put me through some tests,
To prove my love to you,
but you can't do that to me.
If you want me, you are just going to
have to believe me.
i don't know what else to tell you.
When I try to break it off and end things you act like
you don't know why.
It is wrong!
You don't treat someone you love this way!
i fell in love with you because you were my dream.
You have to understand that this is really really ...Really hard for me.
you need to understand that it is wrong to treat me
this way..
because all of this poetry was for you.
There really was no other guy but you.
you were "my guy"
(minus the Christian stuff I said for God)
I'm sorry but I can only accept the person I dream about,
as the person you have been,
even if that seems impossible to you.
i would rather wait for my dream than anyone else.
I can't say anything more because it is too real
to me, and it hurts so much.
You will never know.
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Loop-de-loop
by: Lowanla (me)
If this love should end, then let it be
the final end,
and certainly not a loop-de-loop
that spirals into circles to
begin again.
Resist the temptation,
to look this way.
Lest we ring around again
in love.
Love - it is or it isn't.
Cleanse muddying waters
by standing still.
I see your welcoming look and I freeze,
because I feel stupid for pushing you from me,
So now that I have lost you,
why continue to be so cruel to me?
It is or it isn't.
I feel you holding on
as if nothing was ever wrong..
Love - It is or it isn't..
by: Lowanla (me)
If this love should end, then let it be
the final end,
and certainly not a loop-de-loop
that spirals into circles to
begin again.
Resist the temptation,
to look this way.
Lest we ring around again
in love.
Love - it is or it isn't.
Cleanse muddying waters
by standing still.
I see your welcoming look and I freeze,
because I feel stupid for pushing you from me,
So now that I have lost you,
why continue to be so cruel to me?
It is or it isn't.
I feel you holding on
as if nothing was ever wrong..
Love - It is or it isn't..
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