Iamstuck.
Im sorry you are having some difficulties on here. I think part of it might be
differences of terminology and language structure - people might not understand that
your English speaking and writing is not quite perfect and may misunderstand you
(though it is very good)
and maybe you might not always understand what people mean.
Part of it is probably that some people on here get the wrong impression then refuse to revisit the
matter to see if they have misunderstood what you said earlier in a conversation.
Part of of it is that it can be difficult chatting like this, there are no visual clues, no face
contact, no expressions to see, no voice to assess a person's emotions. So some people
on here automatically assume the worst of people.
I hope you discover the one true God who wants a relationship with you. Who has already
arranged for your sin (which separates you from God) to be dealt with and paid for. So that
all you have to do is believe and receive the free gift of forgiveness and turn to God in repentance.
He is the one true God who can guarantee your sin is forgiven if you will turn to Him.
He is the one true God who will walk you with all your days on a journey of discovery as you
learn more about Him and build a friendship with Him - yes it is possible to be friends with
God! Isn't that amazing.
I don't know if you have heard meany testimonies but here are a few of mine below if it helps.
Just click on the links. God is real and you can know that for yourself.
It would help you also if you can find a good church near you to visit and ask your questions and
speak to people. Pick a good bible believing church one which teaches what you are reading
in the bible. Ask God to guide you to the right one.
http://christianchat.com/testimonie...ildless-father-who-discovered-father-god.html
http://christianchat.com/testimonies/126117-miraculous-healing-80-year-old.html
http://christianchat.com/testimonies/138165-eyes-healed.html