Prayer.. cuz suicide is on my mind..

Young man, I'm, not necessarily writing to you. I know that you are upset, but, you are still carnal. That is why you are behaving the way that you are. I have told you how to overcome. You need to lose your life and keep on confessing Jesus as Lord. Die to sin and live to Christ.

You are saying that Jesus Christ isn't enough. I am agreeing with God, that He is.

Gal_4:16 Am I therefore become your enemy, because I tell you the truth?



I wash your dust from my feet.

Mat_10:14 And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear your words, when ye depart out of that house or city, shake off the dust of your feet.
Mar_6:11 And whosoever shall not receive you, nor hear you, when ye depart thence, shake off the dust under your feet for a testimony against them. Verily I say unto you, It shall be more tolerable for Sodom and Gomorrha in the day of judgment, than for that city.
Luk_9:5 And whosoever will not receive you, when ye go out of that city, shake off the very dust from your feet for a testimony against them.

I am now writing for all of those viewing this thread. (Please don't let my tone sound harsh, it's not)

For all of those reading this, pay attention to how many 'personalities' are funneling through his writing.

The Bible says that mankind is already dead, unless they continue in faith in Christ.

Was Peter guilty when Ananias and Sapphira fell down dead before him?

Is our country ready for the fear of the Lord?

For everyone reading, how far do you want to take Jesus? This is what happens when the truth is preached, specifically purity. Some will receive and continue working the works of God, many will not and they will want to end your life.

Joh 6:28 ...What shall we do, that we might work the works of God?
Joh 6:29 Jesus answered and said unto them, This is the work of God, that ye believe on him whom he hath sent.

All I am asking this young man to do is to be thankful and to seek the Lord's righteousness and to not give up. I am asking him to speak life and not to stop.


If anything happens to him, it was his own tongue that drove him there.

James 3

3 When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. 4 Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. 5 Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. 6 The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

Consider this:

2Pe 2:4 For if God spared not the angels that sinned, but cast them down to hell, and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved unto judgment;
2Pe 2:5 And spared not the old world, but saved Noah the eighth person, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood upon the world of the ungodly;
2Pe 2:6 And turning the cities of Sodom and Gomorrha into ashes condemned them with an overthrow, making them an ensample unto those that after should live ungodly;
2Pe 2:7 And delivered just Lot, vexed with the filthy conversation of the wicked:
2Pe 2:8 (For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds
2Pe 2:9 The Lord knoweth how to deliver the godly out of temptations, and to reserve the unjust unto the day of judgment to be punished:
2Pe 2:10 But chiefly them that walk after the flesh in the lust of uncleanness, and despise government. Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they are not afraid to speak evil of dignities.
2Pe 2:11 Whereas angels, which are greater in power and might, bring not railing accusation against them before the Lord.
2Pe 2:12 But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly perish in their own corruption;
2Pe 2:13 And shall receive the reward of unrighteousness, as they that count it pleasure to riot in the day time. Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings while they feast with you;
2Pe 2:14 Having eyes full of adultery, and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have exercised with covetous practices; cursed children...


Pro 8:13 The fear of the LORD is to hate evil: pride, and arrogancy, and the evil way, and the froward mouth, do I hate.

Jas 4:8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded.
Jas 4:9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness.
Jas 4:10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.
Jas 4:11 Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge.


1Jn 3:6 Whosoever abideth in him sinneth not: whosoever sinneth hath not seen him, neither known him.
1Jn 3:7 Little children, let no man deceive you: he that doeth righteousness is righteous, even as he is righteous.
1Jn 3:8 He that committeth sin is of the devil; for the devil sinneth from the beginning. For this purpose the Son of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil.
1Jn 3:9 Whosoever is born of God doth not commit sin; for his seed remaineth in him: and he cannot sin, because he is born of God.
1Jn 3:10 In this the children of God are manifest, and the children of the devil: whosoever doeth not righteousness is not of God, neither he that loveth not his brother.
1Jn 3:11 For this is the message that ye heard from the beginning, that we should love one another.
1Jn 3:12 Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his brother. And wherefore slew he him? Because his own works were evil, and his brother's righteous.
1Jn 3:13 Marvel not, my brethren, if the world hate you.
1Jn 3:14 We know that we have passed from death unto life, because we love the brethren. He that loveth not his brother abideth in death.
1Jn 3:15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him.


1Jn_2:9 He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.

1Jn_2:11 But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.

1Jn_3:15 Whosoever hateth his brother is a murderer: and ye know that no murderer hath eternal life abiding in him.

1Jn_4:20 If a man say, I love God, and hateth his brother, he is a liar: for he that loveth not his brother whom he hath seen, how can he love God whom he hath not seen?

Matthew 5:22

New American Standard Bible (NASB)

22 But I say to you that everyone who is angry with his brother shall be [a]guilty before the court; and whoever says to his brother, ‘[b]You good-for-nothing,’ shall be [c]guilty before [d] the supreme court; and whoever says, ‘You fool,’ shall be [e]guilty enough to go into the [f] fiery hell.
Footnotes:

1. Matthew 5:22 Or liable to
2. Matthew 5:22 Or empty-head; Gr Raka (Raca) fr Aram reqa
3. Matthew 5:22 Or liable to
4. Matthew 5:22 Lit the Sanhedrin
5. Matthew 5:22 Or liable to
6. Matthew 5:22 Lit Gehenna of fire

Do you see how this young man is trying to justify himself to scripture? Even to me, as if I am his eternal judge? We can't justify ourselves to the LORD. The LORD is the one who has to make a way through the waters. His way is the Lord Jesus Christ.

Therefore:

Cling to Christ and abide in the Holy Spirit. Use the Word of God, which raises a standard against the flood of the enemy. The fruit that you see coming out of this young man is from the world and it's culture. In it you can see the contempt that Satan has for the pure message of the Gospel.

So, use your shield! You are the righteousness of God, in Christ.

I know that a lot of those reading are having a very difficult time with what is being presented. Cling to Christ as your righteousness. Keep saying, confessing, that the Lord is your right standing with God, even if you are still sinning, and through all of the convicting scriptures.

Keep claiming Him and His life. Die to your own life, don't claim it as yours anymore. Thank the Lord and praise Him, He dwells upon your praise...

...AND DON'T STOP- go against every thought, motive, impulse, emotion and distraction that says to stop. It might take a few minutes, it might take a few weeks for some or longer. Keep at it and His presence will increase around you and the Word (seed) which you have believed will continue to grow and bear good fruit, abiding in the Vine.

Again... stay thankful and keep praising Him.

Stay in the Holy Spirit and you will not sin. He is the way out!

1Co_10:13 There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.

Psa 91:1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
Psa 91:2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
Psa 91:3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
Psa 91:4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
Psa 91:5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
Psa 91:6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
Psa 91:7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
Psa 91:8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.
Psa 91:9 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;
Psa 91:10 There shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling.
Psa 91:11 For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways.
Psa 91:12 They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone.
Psa 91:13 Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet.
Psa 91:14 Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name.
Psa 91:15 He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him.
Psa 91:16 With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.


2 Chronicles 33

10 The Lord spoke to Manasseh and his people, but they paid no attention. 11 Therefore the Lord brought the commanders of the army of the king of Assyria against them, and they captured Manasseh with hooks, bound him with bronze chains and took him to Babylon. 12 When he was in distress, he entreated the Lord his God and humbled himself greatly before the God of his fathers. 13 When he prayed to Him, He was moved by his entreaty and heard his supplication, and brought him again to Jerusalem to his kingdom. Then Manasseh knew that the Lord was God.


Mercy wins over judgement.




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sigh Avidan.. ou tone is a bit better this time.. not as hit in your face and I can do it since Im doing it with the word of God and such... but a bit better...

Atleast this time you have not made of me that who spits.. on His name... and with that Im happy..

Yes I have a few personalities I call them attitudes.. attitudes change on how you are treated... but ok lets call them personalities..

Justify? Myself? I just have said what I am.. and if you think that I am your enemy then good think that of me.. I dont find it worth my time to even hate you.. yes you frustrate me... but hate nah... you havent hurt my heart... so you are not even considered an enemy.. but if you are to shake the dust of your sandals do so if you feel that you should its ok.. I dont stop you... yet I have said that the verses I do not fight the message you give me.. was always clear.. I knew what you were saying since the beginning and yes I repeat them..

Die to your own life, don't claim it as yours anymore
Cling to Christ as your righteousness
Keep saying, confessing, that the Lord is your right standing with God, even if you are still sinning, and through all of the convicting scriptures.
Thank the Lord and praise Him,He dwells upon your praise...

...AND DON'T STOP- go against every thought, motive, impulse, emotion and distraction that says to stop. It might take a few minutes, it might take a few weeks for some or longer. Keep at it and His presence will increase around you and the Word (seed) which you have believed will continue to grow and bear good fruit, abiding in the Vine.

I kinda put it in order...

I knew your message and I never said it was not heard.. now if you need to hear that.. then I repeat it was heard.. its clear as day.. that day in skype I knew what you were doing..

the thing is that.. I have become tired.. becuase I have done so.. for years.. sigh.. simple as that.. and I dont find strenght to keep going.. simple.. man if thats your deal.. thinking I didnt get your message.. man you must not have read the many times I said.. I get what your doing.. -.-... and I was not even justifying.. I just have said how I felt thats all... simple.. just like that..

sigh..

Uriel

For those following this thread:


I am the righteousness of God, in Christ.


Rom 1:16 ....I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.
Rom 1:17 For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.
Rom 1:18 For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness;
Rom 1:19 Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them.
Rom 1:20 For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:
Rom 1:21 Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.

Gal 6:7 Be not deceived; God is not mocked: for whatsoever a man soweth, that shall he also reap.
Gal 6:8 For he that soweth to his flesh shall of the flesh reap corruption; but he that soweth to the Spirit shall of the Spirit reap life everlasting.
Gal 6:9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.

Luk 18:1 And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint;
Luk 18:2 Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man:
Luk 18:3 And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.
Luk 18:4 And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man;
Luk 18:5 Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.
Luk 18:6 And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.
Luk 18:7 And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them?
Luk 18:8 I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth?

Luk 11:5 And he said unto them, Which of you shall have a friend, and shall go unto him at midnight, and say unto him, Friend, lend me three loaves;
Luk 11:6 For a friend of mine in his journey is come to me, and I have nothing to set before him?
Luk 11:7 And he from within shall answer and say, Trouble me not: the door is now shut, and my children are with me in bed; I cannot rise and give thee.
Luk 11:8 I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth.
Luk 11:9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Luk 11:10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
Luk 11:11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
Luk 11:12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
Luk 11:13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

If I remember correctly, the Lord encouraged this young man to continually ask for the Holy Spirit in one of the other posts on this thread.
That's a good prayer to continue in until it happens.

I heard a story of a man who prayed for his dad to be healed of cancer, and he was healed. This same man didn't even have a Bible, so he prayed for a Bible. He didn't get one and was wondering if he was praying wrong. He asked someone who had gong to prison for preaching the Gospel. This person didn't want to talk much for fear of the culture. But, he did tell him that if he really wanted it that he would have to pray like never before. He told him to fast his main meal everyday and pray earnestly until he got his Bible. After 100, exactly 100 days, a man brought him a Bible.

Jas 5:17 Elias was a man subject to like passions as we are, and he prayed earnestly that it might not rain: and it rained not on the earth by the space of three years and six months.

Dan 10:2 In those days I Daniel was mourning three full weeks.
Dan 10:3 I ate no pleasant bread, neither came flesh nor wine in my mouth, neither did I anoint myself at all, till three whole weeks were fulfilled.
Dan 10:4 And in the four and twentieth day of the first month, as I was by the side of the great river, which is Hiddekel;
Dan 10:5 Then I lifted up mine eyes, and looked, and behold a certain man clothed in linen, whose loins were girded with fine gold of Uphaz:
Dan 10:6 His body also was like the beryl, and his face as the appearance of lightning, and his eyes as lamps of fire, and his arms and his feet like in colour to polished brass, and the voice of his words like the voice of a multitude.
Dan 10:7 And I Daniel alone saw the vision: for the men that were with me saw not the vision; but a great quaking fell upon them, so that they fled to hide themselves.
Dan 10:8 Therefore I was left alone, and saw this great vision, and there remained no strength in me: for my comeliness was turned in me into corruption, and I retained no strength.
Dan 10:9 Yet heard I the voice of his words: and when I heard the voice of his words, then was I in a deep sleep on my face, and my face toward the ground.
Dan 10:10 And, behold, an hand touched me, which set me upon my knees and upon the palms of my hands.
Dan 10:11 And he said unto me, O Daniel, a man greatly beloved, understand the words that I speak unto thee, and stand upright: for unto thee am I now sent. And when he had spoken this word unto me, I stood trembling.
Dan 10:12 Then said he unto me, Fear not, Daniel: for from the first day that thou didst set thine heart to understand, and to chasten thyself before thy God, thy words were heard, and I am come for thy words.
Dan 10:13 But the prince of the kingdom of Persia withstood me one and twenty days: but, lo, Michael, one of the chief princes, came to help me; and I remained there with the kings of Persia.

Heavenly Father,

I pray that You would give this young man a time of intercession and worship like never before. I pray that You will answer his prayers as he humbles himself before You. Thank You for everything. In Jesus Name, Amen.

thanks Avidan, see now this last post has been one of my favorites.. cuz you actually read one of my favorite verses Luke 18:1-8

Luk 11:8 I say unto you, Though he will not rise and give him, because he is his friend, yet because of his importunity he will rise and give him as many as he needeth.
Luk 11:9 And I say unto you, Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.
Luk 11:10 For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.
Luk 11:11 If a son shall ask bread of any of you that is a father, will he give him a stone? or if he ask a fish, will he for a fish give him a serpent?
Luk 11:12 Or if he shall ask an egg, will he offer him a scorpion?
Luk 11:13 If ye then, being evil, know how to give good gifts unto your children: how much more shall your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that ask him?

and I like this one too one of my other favorites.. also shows how you should be with people.. I dont remember were in the bible since Im not with the verse numbers but it also tells you that if you should let someone borrow something make as if you gave it to them.. and I do if people borrow from me its like I give it to them.. never expecting it back.. but if its given back then its good.

These are all acts of love and justice and examples of how we should be with people..

And thanks for your prayer.

Wanting2believe:

Dear Wanting2believe, I do not know what you did in your past and it doesn't matter to me. If you asked Christ for forgiveness for your sins then he
has forgotten them, You have to forgive yourself, your anger and frustration may stem from were you have not forgiven yourself. Remember the woman that had many husbands and she was ashamed felt an outcast no friends but Christ told her to go and sin no more-he forgave her and if you
have repented of your sins he has forgiven them and forgotten them now you have to forgive yourself. None of us ever feel worthy enough or good enough for Christ but he still loves us. Remember he says sin is sin one sin is not bigger than another.

You have repented of your sins, now forgive yourself, you can't change what happened or what was done but you can have a new life in Christ and be
born again through Christ a new creature in Christ. Forgive those that have sinned against you, caused you to sin, and wronged you. Then pray for
them so that they may find Christ and repent of their sins.

Remember you are worth it, You are not evil; God knew you before you were born, he knew everything you were going to do the same as everyone else and he still loves us all he loves the murders, liars, fornicators, rapist, thiefs, homosexuals, believers, nonbelievers, etc. and he does not want
any of us to parish no matter what we have done. But it is of our own free will that we choose, we choose to parish or have everlasting life. He weeps and hurts when one of his children parish for this is not his wish and he wants us to follow him but we have to choose him.

When faced with temptation-take a breath and ask yourself what would Jesus do and do accordingly. Even homosexuals, rapists, murders, etc
can go to heavan-through truly repenting and accepting Christ, through Christ the homosexual abstains from homosexual activity whether they have a
heterosexual marital relationship is irrelivant it is they avoid the temptation that they know is a sin, murder does not commit murder anymore, rapist does not rape, theif does not steal....so no matter what has happened in your life if you have asked for forgiveness and accepted Christ as your
personal saviour you have been forgiven....forgive yourself then clear your head and rid it of the thoughts of everything you have done and
replace those thoughts with GODly thoughts and actions.

GOD BLESS!!

From reading your post, Satan is wanting to you back and he is wanting you extremely bad maybe that is because he knows that GOD has great things in store for you and for you to do and he does not want you to receive your blessings because he fears you may lead many many ppl to Christ as
their saviour and he wants you out of picture.

You said you were on this site 24/7 maybe take break and meditate and relax look within your heart see what it is your struggling with and running from
and seek GOD for your purpose none of us in this forum can help you but GOD can spend more time talking to him and meditating on his word than on the computer on forums it is ppl everyone has opinions and ideals some are similiar and some not but GOD is always the same today, tomorrow,
yesterday he is unchanging.

I wish I had an answer. I wish i had a reason that you could believe that life is worth living. But the plain and simple truth is that I can say nothing to change your mind, and in my powerlessness I begin to despair. I pray to God that I can hold onto the shreds of sanity that I have not profaned by evil actions, I feel the pain, despair and hopelessness that would give us all to death. I understand from my own despair what you speak of. I can't talk you out of it, but I can tell you that many people I know have committed suicide. I wish I could have done something. I'm not going to tell you you are wrong, how could I? I feel the exact same thing. GOD HELP US. GOD HELP US. Peace cannot come from our actions of despair, only more suffering. I'm sorry I cannot be a better Christian, if I were a better Christian then maybe there would be less despair on our planet. I apologize to you, my brother in Christ, my fellow warrior in this most difficult battle, for not having the faith to move a pebble, let alone a mountain. I hope on God that he will deliver us both to something better than this.

Thank you brother :/ and you hit it on the bull yes.. I am honest I dont have enough faith to move a pebble.. and this is life is like the Everest.. I wish that I can be like most.. and so from a brother who may not know you but can understand a little of your pain, since your pain is greater then my own to your own person I pray that He finds favor to you, so you can get that help that you need of God, not because we are better or we deserve it or have earn it because we fall short with our greatest efforts.. even a high priest efforts fall short.. but because He may have mercy.. and He is good.. and tho I am in this state I do accept that He still God. because I believe that He can do everything and is powerful and if he finds favor and accepts our petitions they can come true.. so may He find favor in you.. I hope He will deliver and may He bless you with miracles and virtues and may your desires also come true.

ok deadtosin I shall try to read it, because I wont deny a petition of my brother, but I have to be honest to my brother.. lol testomonies and like bookless dont really help, Im more those who need personal experience, Like God and me. But I shall and may God bless you.

wanting2believe?


What is wrong?

What is really on your mind?

I sense something deeper going on here, I think it is being masked by your posts......

You want to believe, yet you have heard it all before...

You say I think of "suicide", you are not alone, instead of "committing your life to suicide"

Why don't you Commit to Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah?

Why not die to "self" which you already seem to be considering, and ask and seek in the name of Yahshua the Messiah for Yahvah God to forgive you and make you new.

You can be cleaned of all your sin and the old you will die, and the great part? You will give Glory to Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah and be sure of the promise of your eternal life, where all your experience will not come to mind.

Remember we are here for a short time making our way home where we belong, do not let life's trials stand in the way of that.

I once looked up and asked " why did you send me here" I did not want to live ,this world was wrong and I could not take anymore...... I was done I had enough of this, nothing made sense, I wanted out........

I fell on the Rock that saved me I called out for help, "save me from myself"......

So stop thinking about yourself, and realise that in this short time we have let it be for the cause of our Almighty Yahvah God let us wonder and admire and give praise to the one that never forsook us, that despite of our disobedience and ignorance, sent his son Yahshua the Messiah to suffer so that through that we do not have to be separated forever from our ALmighty Yahvah God.

Through Yahshua the Messiah we can be forgiven and made new, and while we abide here give GLory and tell others of the Glory and Greatness of our Yahvah God, Faithful and loving and forgiving for those that Repent of their old ways and trust in him always.

Peace and love in the name of Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah.

assuming is bad tho loveme1 but thank you

I assume with no intent, other than to point you in the right direction my friend.

You are most welcome, and please consider not that i wanted you to share, but to give it all up, let go, fall on the Rock that will save you.

Oh do not think my comment is a way to offend you. Just wanted to say assuming is bad cuz Im not really masking anything Im trying to be as sincere as possible, I do keep somethings private but over all Im being sincere and I know your trying to help and for that I thank you cuz its kindness. Thank you again

Uriel

No, I was not offended, glad to talk with you.

It is close to home when i see "suicide", I will not share exacts, but someone close tried to get attention by taking only a very small amount of tabs that ended up a fatal dose....

I take every threat seriously, and hope to point you to the light that Saved me.

You are more than welcome to pm me anytime, if you have these feelings.

Peace and love in the name of Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah.

Sorry yes people actually think I do this for attention.. just because I dont take the radical actions people may think I should if I really am serious (or so it sounds at times) and I just dont go to details either but I just dont want to leave any economical burdens on those who are providing a household.

I do not think you should, I think you are doing the right thing coming here to talk.

I know how you are feeling because i experienced many times throughout my life at a young age I felt awful, nothing meant anything it is horrible, it is dark, and that is why I witness of the Light of Yahvah God and Yahshua the Messiah that saved me.

Of course I can only share my experience it is within you to open that door once and for all and say "help me Lord, help me"

@wanting to believe i know how you feel. I've talke to my sister and family about this and they blow me off at times. But go to God i know you have heard this before but go to him alone and begin to talk with him and let him sing and minister to you. Let him show you who you are. I feel as though the lord is saying you are a prophetic worshiper muscian. YOu just need purpose a reason to feel like you supposed to do this thing called life and you have it. We need you and you need us most importantly God needs you you have to save someone else life. Love you i see you changing from wanting to believe to i believe!

Thank you godbringligh your message actually did move me. I do I kinda talk but for some reason.. I end up pasing out all the time.. but I will try like I said I will try. Thank you and God bless

Amen. Standing in agreement here.I've been there. Everything said here.

Hmmmm thank you? been there? ok God bless you.