Last year I made a vow to god. And for the lasst year I havent had a boyfriend, or talked to one, or anything... And the ible says anything not of faith is of sin. So I've tried sooo hard to e honest to god nd truthful and like good. Or whatever you say. QAnd I recently ind of hit this storm... and ya know whenJesus pulls away, youlose that loveing, peacful feeling? Becaue tht happened to me for the last 2 days. just rrecently moved, and I got aggrivated because I always pray, o lthe time. FOr literal. ANd I guess I got spoiled but I got mad about something, and I yelled at him and got mad. Because he's the one that told me Id be okay here, and like I thought he wouldt leave me.... But now hes gone. And I cant see a way to make it better. So last night. I was thinkng, llik3e qbout the verse tht says sorrow endureth for n8ight, but joy cometh i the moringin... ut its tonight, and I was like ALMOSt OKAY earlier, and then I GOT mad about what I was mad about the other day, and it started all over again. And Im in the same friggin spot. I dunno how to explain 8it. Hav you ever had a friend, or a oyfriend, and you guys fought, and then the ext dy you didnt even relly wanna make it better? I feel like Im waitng for my life and my spiritual iund frame4 to go bac to normal..nd its not. Jeus needs a coment ox. I should get like good behavior or something. Ya know, like totaal forgiveness in times like this. Literally..I gave my lifeup for him ..//. (I should have like immunity to him be8ing total jerk.. Y knw wht Irye4d all Friggin day today.. and it is NOT happening nymore! Im not talking to him, until h4e apologizes to me. and puts me right bakc where I ws before. Hppy and normal,and content. nd if if hou guys pry tonight remind him how md I am!!! THis is the only ost Ive3 ever written regardng my christin walk, ecause I hardly ever ave problems I cant work through or pry through. I m NOt SPENDNG nymore time eing sad!
385 words in your statement and I don’t know what to say, and I don’t know how to answer it
But I can comment on the title “Im tired of being Christian”.
6And Moses said unto the children of Gad and to the children of Reuben, Shall your brethren go to war, and shall ye sit here?
7And wherefore discourage ye the heart of the children of Israel from going over into the land which the LORD hath given them?
8Thus did your fathers, when I sent them from Kadeshbarnea to see the land.
9For when they went up unto the valley of Eshcol, and saw the land, they discouraged the heart of the children of Israel, that they should not go into the land which the LORD had given them.
10And the LORD'S anger was kindled the same time, and he sware, saying,
11 Surely none of the men that came up out of Egypt, from twenty years old and upward, shall see the land which I sware unto Abraham, unto Isaac, and unto Jacob; because they have not wholly followed me:
There is no such thing as being tired of being a Christian
Tired of being a flaming fire? tired of working for God and following the lamb?
There is no tired in the spirit of God, just the quickening.
I don’t know but maybe you’re tired of being the wrong sort of Christian.
Maybe you are tired of being a babe in the lord
Maybe you’re tired of being weak in the word
Maybe you’re tired of being lukewarm, I don’t know.
Maybe you’re tired of your pesters and teachers not giving you enough food
Maybe it’s time for you to feed yourself in the word of God.
Maybe it’s time to make a stand and give it up.
Maybe it’s time for you to endure hardness, as a good soldier of Jesus Christ.
Maybe it’s time for you to stop your murmuring.
Have you read the story of joseph.
God told him he was going to be bowed too by his family, they were going to bow at his feet.
But he ended up being beaten, sold as a slave, accused of rape, and put into prison, before the word of God even came true.
But I bet he wasn’t tired of believing