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You've been told this once prior, to be drawn is to be finally saved, that is the meaning and outcome of all drawn. But, maybe you're a Universalist, and that is what you are teaching.
Anyhow:
"...this drawing of them to him, in consequence of his death, supposes distance from him, want of power, and will, to came to him, and the efficacious grace of God to bring them, though without any force and compulsion; and this is to be understood not of every individual of human nature; for all are not drawn to Christ, or enabled to come to him, and believe in him. There were many of the Jews who would not, and did not come to him for life; and who instead of being drawn to him in this sense, when lifted up on the cross, vilified and reproached him; moreover, in the preceding verse, "a world" is spoken of, whose judgment, or condemnation, was now come; and besides, there was at this time a multitude of souls in hell, who could not, nor never will be, drawn to Christ; and a greater number still there will be at the last day, who, instead of drawing to him in this gracious way and manner, will be bid to depart from him, as having been workers of iniquity."
Anyhow:
"...this drawing of them to him, in consequence of his death, supposes distance from him, want of power, and will, to came to him, and the efficacious grace of God to bring them, though without any force and compulsion; and this is to be understood not of every individual of human nature; for all are not drawn to Christ, or enabled to come to him, and believe in him. There were many of the Jews who would not, and did not come to him for life; and who instead of being drawn to him in this sense, when lifted up on the cross, vilified and reproached him; moreover, in the preceding verse, "a world" is spoken of, whose judgment, or condemnation, was now come; and besides, there was at this time a multitude of souls in hell, who could not, nor never will be, drawn to Christ; and a greater number still there will be at the last day, who, instead of drawing to him in this gracious way and manner, will be bid to depart from him, as having been workers of iniquity."
Basically You believe God gave you the ability to believe that God gave you the ability to believe, because if you don't believe that then it's only by your choice to believe that God gives you the ability to believe.
If you believe that God gave you the ability to believe then the same would apply about Jesus on the cross that He died on the cross for your sins. You believe that is Not by your own reasoning and believing but because you choose to believe that God has given you that ability.
Once in your life you didn't know anything in the bible, you choose to read it and you still do, God doesn't give you the ability to read the bible and believe in the bible, you have chosen to believe that God gives you the ability to believe, and Love, and accept others, though in your mind you haven't recieved that ability to accept and love others have you.