Be honest with me, am I going to hell forever or not?

[Fundaamental]

I used to love God with my whole heart. I saw and experienced the power of the Holy Spirit very strongly in the church. When I was 14, I first heard about blasphemy against the Holy Spirit. I never gave it much thought until later kept on thinking about it. I looked up the verses and it spoke about what the pharisees said about Jesus Christ. I kept having these thoughts in my head and I didn't want to really do it. It sucks badly. One day, I was having these thoughts and I had some doubts and I actually believed one of these blasphemous thoughts about what the pharisees said about Jesus's miracles when they accused him of demonic power and I tried to rebuke it from my heart but it was too late. I tried to come to Christ and repent several times but nothing happened. No heart conversion or conviction of my wrongdoings. I hate myself. I just wished that I never heard about the unpardonable sin. It seems too late and I don't know what to do next.

. Did you leave the part out about your friend in this post, as this post seems it's only yourself involved,
when we repent the holy spirit will know if the thoughts where our own or not. If you not aware the thoughts where yours in the first place, the same thoughts could have been making you repent for something you never thought of in the first place.

It's called guilt tripping.

It's also called making you feel unwanted,

Sooner or later if you don't realise what's happening to you, you will feel that unwanted that you may end up not caring about yourself in many ways.

 

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The current Hell (a.k.a. Hades) suffices for a death row where prisoners
are being held prior to facing justice at the great white throne event
depicted by Rev 20:11-15 where the guilty will be punished by a mode of
death akin to a foundry worker falling into a kettle of molten iron.

Apparently their fate is on track to become a rather gruesome sort of tourist
attraction.

● Isa 66:22-24 . . From one New Moon to another and from one Sabbath to
another, all mankind will come and bow down before me-- speaks The Lord.
And they will go out and look upon the dead bodies of those who rebelled
against Me: their worm will not die, nor will their fire be quenched, and they
will be loathsome to all mankind.

A worm that thrives in fire is pretty amazing, but not unreasonable. The little
Pompeii worm lives in sea water temperatures of 176° Fahrenheit; hot
enough to kill salmonella and sanitize an egg. So I guess if God could create
a worm like the Pompeii, it shouldn't be too difficult for Him to create worms
that like it even warmer.
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Jews are the the primary target audience of the epistle to Hebrews. (Heb
1:1-2)

So then, you Christians out there be careful with passages like this one:

● Heb 10:26 . . If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the
knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left.

That's a reiteration of Num 15:30-31.

It should go without saying that in a letter written intended for Jews, a
"knowledge of the truth" refers to the covenant that Moses' people agreed
upon with God per Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy, a.k.a.
Moses' Law.

It's very easy for poorly-catechized Gentiles to err by assuming Num 15:30-31
applies to everybody; even to Christ's followers. But his followers
associate with God via a different covenant, in point of fact, a much better
covenant because it protects habitual sinners whereas Moses' covenant
doesn't.

"But the person, be he citizen or stranger, who acts defiantly reviles the
Lord; that person shall be cut off from among his people. Because he has
spurned the word of the Lord and violated His commandment, that person
shall be cut off-- he bears his guilt."

Also Deut 27:26, which says:

"Cursed is the man who does not uphold the words of this law by carrying
them out."

There are comprehensive lists of curses in Moses' law located at Lev 26:14
39, Deut 27:15-26, and Deut 28:15-68. The good news is: Christ's followers
are immune to every one of them, whereas Jews are in grave danger of
them all.

NOTE: Not all that long ago, the US President's son Hunter Biden requested
a plea bargain agreement that would protect him from crimes he might
commit in the future. Well; the judge wouldn't go for it. But God, via the
cross, is prepared to offer Hunter something very similar-- though for now
he might have to serve some time behind bars but at least he wouldn't end
up facing justice at the great white throne event depicted by Rev 20:11-15.
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[Evmur]

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Jews are the the primary target audience of the epistle to Hebrews. (Heb
1:1-2)

So then, you Christians out there be careful with passages like this one:

● Heb 10:26 . . If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the
knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left.

That's a reiteration of Num 15:30-31.

It should go without saying that in a letter written intended for Jews, a
"knowledge of the truth" refers to the covenant that Moses' people agreed
upon with God per Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers, and Deuteronomy, a.k.a.
Moses' Law.

It's very easy for poorly-catechized Gentiles to err by assuming Num 15:30-31
applies to everybody; even to Christ's followers. But his followers
associate with God via a different covenant, in point of fact, a much better
covenant because it protects habitual sinners whereas Moses' covenant
doesn't.

"But the person, be he citizen or stranger, who acts defiantly reviles the
Lord; that person shall be cut off from among his people. Because he has
spurned the word of the Lord and violated His commandment, that person
shall be cut off-- he bears his guilt."

Also Deut 27:26, which says:

"Cursed is the man who does not uphold the words of this law by carrying
them out."

There are comprehensive lists of curses in Moses' law located at Lev 26:14
39, Deut 27:15-26, and Deut 28:15-68. The good news is: Christ's followers
are immune to every one of them, whereas Jews are in grave danger of
them all.

NOTE: Not all that long ago, the US President's son Hunter Biden requested
a plea bargain agreement that would protect him from crimes he might
commit in the future. Well; the judge wouldn't go for it. But God, via the
cross, is prepared to offer Hunter something very similar-- though for now
he might have to serve some time behind bars but at least he wouldn't end
up facing justice at the great white throne event depicted by Rev 20:11-15.
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I certainly hope the Bidens find mercy on that day ...

Hebrews is a comparison between the imperfect and temporary nature of the old covenant and the new and living way of our perfect covenant.

 

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I certainly hope the Bidens find mercy on that day

If perchance the Biden crime family arrives at the great white throne event
depicted by Rev 20:11-15 without first obtaining mercy, it will be too late to
obtain it then because the day to find mercy is this day rather than that day.

● 2Cor 6:1-2 . . As God's fellow workers we urge you not to receive God's
grace in vain. For he says: "In the time of my favor I heard you, and in the
day of salvation I helped you." I tell you: now is the time of God's favor,
now is the day of salvation.

There are numbers of politicians, bureaucrats, lobbyists, activists, and
influence peddlers out there frittering away the opportunity for mercy
unaware that their time to RSVP God to take advantage of Christ's death
is limited before his crucifixion taken off the table forever.
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